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I am back. Me being the real Cera/Kintoki/Person..
Oh yes. I'm so bored. And heartbroken. My mother is freaking me out, nice one second, bitch the next. Phil (Brother) is just being like he always is, Becky is a miniature mother.. Dad is still in Asia (He was, thank god, not dangerously affected by the tsunami) but has told me he'll kill my "friend" (God, that really does hurt.) if I contact him before he gets home.
Sadly, the only people I have are Ty (A cat - still a person.), Katie (A baby.), my Gran (Who seemed to hate me until she realised I have the same forbidden-love scenario as she and my Grandad did..) and James. My cousin who is apparently.. no, that's not my business. But he's not allowed to speak to me now anyway, thanks to my mother.
Wait. James is 17 soon. 17 = Car. Car = drive me to London. Oh, Wishful thinking, Cera.. *sigh/laugh*
Oh. I'm bored. Not being entered for any IT exams. I will not participate in music (I suck - why waste time?) and.. yeah. So. Bored.
I hope you're all well. If anyone still reads this.
I miss J-rock. Since my laptop was taken away I've been deprived. I may take my brothers PS2 tonight and put the credits of Moon Child on repeat (Gackt - Birdcage, right?) .. Yes. I may get an iPod for Christmas (We have 2 - one with mother, one with father)and then.. steal my laptop back to put my music on there.
Or, god forbid, I might ask my dad to import me some CDs. Expensive. :( And it took me months to convince him to get me Moon Child. Ggh.
OH! Ali, from BOM.. I've been listening to "lonely as hell" so much you wouldn't believe. I was in the car on the way to school this morning, and I started singing it. It was odd.. I must download the rest of her tracks. I only have 4 so far - all of which rock, but Lonely as Hell has that added va-va-voom. I must hear Catch, though.. Yes.
Oh well, I shall wish you all a fond farewell for now. Much love xx
Oh, also, ... On a bad note, I've consumed a lot of vodka recently. Not good. Flavoured poison is what it takes for me to relax. Eukk.
On a good note, I have stopped biting my nails.
Bad note - I've started pulling out my hair again.
Good note - I'm losing weight. :D
Oh yes. I'm so bored. And heartbroken. My mother is freaking me out, nice one second, bitch the next. Phil (Brother) is just being like he always is, Becky is a miniature mother.. Dad is still in Asia (He was, thank god, not dangerously affected by the tsunami) but has told me he'll kill my "friend" (God, that really does hurt.) if I contact him before he gets home.
Sadly, the only people I have are Ty (A cat - still a person.), Katie (A baby.), my Gran (Who seemed to hate me until she realised I have the same forbidden-love scenario as she and my Grandad did..) and James. My cousin who is apparently.. no, that's not my business. But he's not allowed to speak to me now anyway, thanks to my mother.
Wait. James is 17 soon. 17 = Car. Car = drive me to London. Oh, Wishful thinking, Cera.. *sigh/laugh*
Oh. I'm bored. Not being entered for any IT exams. I will not participate in music (I suck - why waste time?) and.. yeah. So. Bored.
I hope you're all well. If anyone still reads this.
I miss J-rock. Since my laptop was taken away I've been deprived. I may take my brothers PS2 tonight and put the credits of Moon Child on repeat (Gackt - Birdcage, right?) .. Yes. I may get an iPod for Christmas (We have 2 - one with mother, one with father)and then.. steal my laptop back to put my music on there.
Or, god forbid, I might ask my dad to import me some CDs. Expensive. :( And it took me months to convince him to get me Moon Child. Ggh.
OH! Ali, from BOM.. I've been listening to "lonely as hell" so much you wouldn't believe. I was in the car on the way to school this morning, and I started singing it. It was odd.. I must download the rest of her tracks. I only have 4 so far - all of which rock, but Lonely as Hell has that added va-va-voom. I must hear Catch, though.. Yes.
Oh well, I shall wish you all a fond farewell for now. Much love xx
Oh, also, ... On a bad note, I've consumed a lot of vodka recently. Not good. Flavoured poison is what it takes for me to relax. Eukk.
On a good note, I have stopped biting my nails.
Bad note - I've started pulling out my hair again.
Good note - I'm losing weight. :D