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- this place is so dead, its not for me
- it just keeps getting less enjoyable
- im afraid if i stay here it would be for other people not myself, I've done that for long enough
- the number of people it would effect is becoming very minimal and yeah about those people
- when i need someone the most, anyone, what do i find?
- it feels like high school all over again
- im gonna go do what i've wanted to since elementary school
- if i have someone to go with me it would be easier, but i'm not gonan try and convince him
- i could use a starting over anyway
- things don't work out for me here and i can never finish what i started
- i wish i had kept track of how many days i don't actually do anything this year
- im sure id hear a lot of why don't you go do something that, or maybe a lot of you just stay in your rooms, but what is that in comparison to? sitting in your room doing the same thing?
- and im definetly not running home, i'll take the challenge
- i dont know what is actually stoping me from knowing for sure, if there is anythign at this point
- just don't pretend it'll bother you if you don't wanna give on hint that your still my friend, except maybe twice a week when i get a sentence in, or if you've realized there are far better people to share your time with, or if you'd rather fuck everything up for the final time but pretend its okay (for what reason? fucked if i knew)
- so good bye to the biggest waste of 2 years thanks to a best friend
- it just keeps getting less enjoyable
- im afraid if i stay here it would be for other people not myself, I've done that for long enough
- the number of people it would effect is becoming very minimal and yeah about those people
- when i need someone the most, anyone, what do i find?
- it feels like high school all over again
- im gonna go do what i've wanted to since elementary school
- if i have someone to go with me it would be easier, but i'm not gonan try and convince him
- i could use a starting over anyway
- things don't work out for me here and i can never finish what i started
- i wish i had kept track of how many days i don't actually do anything this year
- im sure id hear a lot of why don't you go do something that, or maybe a lot of you just stay in your rooms, but what is that in comparison to? sitting in your room doing the same thing?
- and im definetly not running home, i'll take the challenge
- i dont know what is actually stoping me from knowing for sure, if there is anythign at this point
- just don't pretend it'll bother you if you don't wanna give on hint that your still my friend, except maybe twice a week when i get a sentence in, or if you've realized there are far better people to share your time with, or if you'd rather fuck everything up for the final time but pretend its okay (for what reason? fucked if i knew)
- so good bye to the biggest waste of 2 years thanks to a best friend