fic: heartache and hindsight

[x_kathirose]

Title: Heartache and Hindsight
Author: x_kathirose 
Rating:  PG-13
Length:  2055 words.
Summary:  Lucas and Edwin experience life apart. Angst ensues. 9 short chapters based on 9 randomly selected songs.
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters in any way shape or form.

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[x_resistance]

"ed-" lucas didn't have time to finish his sentence before edwin stepped out of the doorway and pressed his mouth to lucas's. he felt his body melt willingly into edwin's embrace, just as it had done a million times before, only this time was different. the feelings of lust and desire and their hunger for each other were palpable in the air.

neither of them noticed the front door slamming shut behind them, or bianca's smiles as she watched from the kitchen. their entire world was contained within each other's arms, and lucas had never felt more alive.

you know i don't watch this, but those were really, really beautiful. especially this bit. <333 i love it when you write, it makes me so happy :3

[x_kathirose]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY CAT ILY ♥

I just felt the need to write last night and as you are my perpetual cheerleader I wanted you to read it. And I will totally make you watch GTST one day. :)

[x_resistance]

this reminds me that i need to finish those lesbian-tastic sucker punch drabbles i started ages ago.

but seriously these are so lovely! i wish i could have your writing skills especially when it comes to lovey-dovey things because my writing is like -DEPRESSION ANGST SADNESS-

[x_kathirose]

I'm good at love. I like my characters to be happy. Angst makes my heart hurt. Tormenting my characters is painful. I am too sentimental to do it justice.

I am actually really really proud of these. I think my favourite line is in that week they built a fortress made of whispered confidences and warm embraces around their love. This is the first piece I've been proud of in a while. It feels good.

Also I wanna read your Sucker Punch drabbles. Lesbian-tastic angst? Gimme gimme gimme.

[x_resistance]

i wish i was proud of stuff i wrote. i'm too self-critical but i suppose that's almost a good thing when it comes to editing stuff xD

also hnnnnnng that line. it's so beautiful and i want to marry it. i like poetic!kathi a lot.

also i'll post a few in your ask box or something if you remind me :')

[x_kathirose]

I don't feel proud of my work that often but I do like this piece. Most of what I write is pretentious self-absorbed crap, so it feels nice to actually like something that I've created.

And Tumblr won't let me on. I actually have withdrawal symptoms.

[x_resistance]

you can't talk about pretentious-ness compared to tom's life/death/fish metaphorical magnificence.

and oh god, tell me about writing pretentious stuff. all of mine is like glorified shite, ngl. xD but you're right, these are absolutely lovely. i just love like, how they're all the different stages of a break-up and they flow really nicely even though they're all seperate.

[x_kathirose]

OH GOD THE FISH. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ARTWORK THAT REALLY WAS.

Also you are a much more talented writer than I will ever be. You do not write shite.

Stop complimenting me so eloquently. The delighted face I am making is embarrassing.

[x_resistance]

COMPLIMENT COMPLIMENT RAINBOWS RAIN FROM YOUR FINGERS WHENEVER YOU WRITE SOMETHING WITH THEM

AND HAHAHAHA I KNOW RIGHT. then like the day after he watched kill bill 2 he was like 'THEY USED A LIFE/DEATH/FISH METAPHOR IN KILL BILL 2' and i was like 'tom, that still doesn't make it okay.'

[x_kathirose]

Congratulations on your everything, Cat. You are my new hero.