P.S: Why does this happen all the time
Aka: Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine.
Aka: Hot Fuss.
Aka: Somebody Told Me.
Aka: Midnight Show.
Aka: On Top.
Aka: Obvious.
Aka: Star No Star.
Aka: Tomorrow Comes Today.
Aka: Sex Is Not The Enemy.
Aka: Go.
Aka: Square One.
I managed to say the story of the day using song names only, congratulations to me.
I do have a few rhetorical questions in store, though, which I am dying to ask (myself? God? idk). WHY? HOW? WHEN?... They come in different forms (Eg. Why me? Why him? Why now? / How did I give off this impression? How did he convince himself? etc). But the main point of the day is, most definately: FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS. Not in that cliche'd way either - friends should stay friends, no more, no less. Let's leave it at that.
On top of that, I had a small fight with my dad today, which nonetheless managed to put me in a negative mood. My sunburn in not getting better either, which means I'll be looking like a lobster at the party tonight - the party I'm not even in the mood for. I ate Mr.Lee's for lunch, which left me feeling guilty for the rest of the day.
On the brightside: I bought a nice set from Intimissimi today - something that makes you happy no matter what. Also, the summer holidays start in less than a week now, and Cambridge is approaching rapidly (less than 3 weeks), and I'm sure I'll have time to think about stuff in England.
I officially refuse to make any decisions concerning... them before the end of July. So I will do what I do best.
Run away from the problem.