Fun start with a mellow end.
So yeah. Esi left today... back to Brisbane.
Suprisingly, me and Rita were ok after we left her in the morning. I guess it's the simple fact that we knew she was only coming for a short while - and knew she would leave soon. I was expecting a crying fit like last time (and that really was a bigass crying fit). But Rita was fine, and so was I. We talked about it, even. You know... it's amazing how close you get to a person just after a few words.
It didn't even suck that much. I must admit I'm quite mellow right now, thinking about it... I won't see her again for a while, and it's hard. Rita might leave next year too, but I think I'll be able to deal with that - simply because I went through it with Ola and Esi, so it won't come as a big suprise. But I'll see Esi during the summer for sure - either in Vienna, or Florida - and, after all, it's not that long till summer.
An although I'm now upset, I'm also kind of happy. We had a great time together and I just want to remember the good parts. Dexter. Raphiii. LC. Ems. Surviving IOP. Seth Cohen. Drunk nights. Kareoke ("Wannabe" "Hero" "California"). Sex and the City with champagne. New Years in the bathroom.
New Years & some day at Esi's place.
Esi doing her hardcore shots and me posing with Kukua's (her sister's) [Gucci] sunglasses.
What a bad picture... it's so crap it's funny. Us drinking Seth Cohen(s) 2 days after New Years.
I guess all there's to do is wait for the next time... and keep in touch. Haha maybe the next time I see Esi she'll already have her "REK" / wreck tatoo done... God I hope she doesn't :)
Thanks for all the fun you guys. <3