Emo Post #2
This is really starting to suck.
This feeling is the worst.
It feels like my heart is about to jump out of my chest or simply melt, and it feels like my stomach has liquidated. It's like I have leeches in my stomach rather than butterflies. My eyes sting. And my hands ache. They ache so much it hurts sometimes. I always feel like I want to cry or just kill myself sometimes... But sometimes I feel like laughing. I don't really know.
But I know what my problem is, or rather I know what I want to believe my problem is. And no matter how much I try, I can't make it go away and now it's really starting to bother me. It's probably not going to go away unless I confront It or wait it out...
Everything's starting to show up in my dreams now... Which isn't any fun, so now I wake up with this incessant feeling. And gods, is it annoying. I'm sure it could be much worse, but I don't know what worse is like when it comes to this. This has never happened to me before, and I didn't expect it to happen for a long time, if ever.
I may be just blowing this up bigger than I need to, but it really hurts sometimes.
I really need to watch some Conan.
This feeling is the worst.
It feels like my heart is about to jump out of my chest or simply melt, and it feels like my stomach has liquidated. It's like I have leeches in my stomach rather than butterflies. My eyes sting. And my hands ache. They ache so much it hurts sometimes. I always feel like I want to cry or just kill myself sometimes... But sometimes I feel like laughing. I don't really know.
But I know what my problem is, or rather I know what I want to believe my problem is. And no matter how much I try, I can't make it go away and now it's really starting to bother me. It's probably not going to go away unless I confront It or wait it out...
Everything's starting to show up in my dreams now... Which isn't any fun, so now I wake up with this incessant feeling. And gods, is it annoying. I'm sure it could be much worse, but I don't know what worse is like when it comes to this. This has never happened to me before, and I didn't expect it to happen for a long time, if ever.
I may be just blowing this up bigger than I need to, but it really hurts sometimes.
I really need to watch some Conan.