and i can't stop pretending, that youre forever mine.
These memories can't replace these wishes I wished and
Dreams I chased. Take this broken heart &; make it
Right. I feel like I lost everything when you're gone. Left
Remembering what it's like to have you here with me, I
Just thought that you should know ..
You're Not Making This Easy.
Nothing really happend today. I woke up and cleaned. woo hoo. -twirls finger- then dad got home from work and we went to wal*mart so i could get new contacts. the lady kept like walking away and we'd just stand there. it was really dumb. i was mad cos i'm not in a very good mood today. Last night delmar called me at like two or something and we talked til six. about the boys, their mom, ben, michael, everything going on with mike being very odd, just everything.. it was really sad cos i started crying and idk.. ive been crying on and off all day. idk what's wrong with me. actually yeah i do, i just don't think it's good to tell in here. these thing's don't need to be known. but it's ohkay, i'm used to being second best to people. idk anymore.. i always find something great then it falls to pieces. everythign does. i hate it. don't get it.. idk.. i'm gonna go....