Sep 27, 2004 18:37
Way too much drama between me and Ant in the last couple of days. Its no ones business so Im not gonna go into detail.
Im truly lost and hurt.....Alot of things need to change in my life right now......But yea heres a long pointless survey...i doubt ne one will read it...but shit if your as bored as me have fun!
Seven things in your room:
1. Bed
2. Stereo
3. Pictures ppl draw me on the walls
4. bookshelf
5. HIM poster (ehh need to take that thing down)
6. pictures allover Everything
7. desk
Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. eyes....first thing I look at
2. Personality (duhh..)
3. smile
4. height...im tall so i like guys that are my height or taller
5. if theyre funny....im really sarcastic and joke around alot so if you arent the same I wont even waste my time
6. hair...i like long hair <3
7. the kind of music you listen to
Top seven things you say most (in no particular order):
1. yea? (stole that from kara haha)
2. mhmm
3. whatever
4. fuck that
5. what the fuck
6. are you fuckin kidding me?
7. i bet
Have you/Do you:
Smoke? yes// grits unfortunalty
Do drugs?: if pots a drug than yea i have
Read the newspaper? yes i have and I do everyday in journalism
Pray? im not religious at all. When i pray i just ask to keep everyone safe pretty much...but i dont have a particular prayer or ne thing. Im really skeptical on religion
Been in love?: yes...<3
Gone skinny-dipping? nope
Had surgery? nope
Swam in the dark: yeaup
Been to a Bonfire: sure have
Got Drunk: ohhh yes
Ran away from home? yeaup....(cant thank you enough kass n the fam)
Played strip poker? nope...dont know how to play poker
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: haha yea when i was younger
Been on stage?: ohhhh yes
Slept outdoors? yes
Pulled an all nighter? almost every freakin night cause im on the phone with ant til the wee hours of the mornin
Made out with a stranger? ehh....MAYBE...my bros friend that i didnt know...dont quite remember
Been on radio/TV? mhmm
Been in a mosh-pit? nope
Been to a party: yeaup
Gotten lost in the woods: nope
Been in an Undertow: yeaup
I AM: stressed out
I WANT: a cigarette
I HAVE: no cigarettes
I WISH: that we would work this out
I HATE: the drama
I MISS: anthony
I FEAR: ehh...alot
I HEAR: the dishwasher
I SEARCH: for change in the couch haha
I WONDER: if hes gonna call me tonite
I REGRET: nothing...I LOVE: Night...MochaFrappicinos...the beach at night..Anthony..and my friends <3
I ACHE: in my back/neck
I AM NOT: alrite
I SING: too damn much
I CRY: too much lately...cough cough
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a bitch...believe it or not
I WRITE: everyday
I CONFUSE: myself and just about everyone else
I NEED: to get my permit
I SHOULD: get off my ass and do something
FATHER THINKS I AM: "fucking bitch" "slut" "disgusting little shit" "fucking embarrassment" hmmm....loving daddy...fuck that
MOTHER THINKS I AM: lazy...bitchy...but knows in the long run im not a fuck up and that i can and will make something of myself. she has more faith in me than shed like to admit
GET EMBARRASSED WHEN: I say something that sounds funny to me but when i say it sounds really stupid haha
MAKES ME HAPPY: Anthony...and friends
Do you:
KEEP A DIARY: yes
LIKE TO COOK: definatly
HAVE A SECRET: maybe
SET WATCH A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: Nope
BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: yea
BEEN IN LOVE: yes...
( WHO IS...? )
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Jacqlyn...or...my little sister
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Shawn
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: Anthony
( DO YOU....? )
SHOWER DAILY?: yes
LOVE?: very very few people but yes i do
WANT TO GET MARRIED?: yes in the future
HAVE TATTOOES/WHERE?: yes definatly...im not sure where yet....i know i want a few and one of them kinda on the inside of my hip below my pantline
PIERCINGS/WHERE?: ears and cartilidge....want to have more though
GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH NUT: fuck no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: not at all
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: I love then
RANDOM: my hair is messy
SCREEN NAMES: xVenomouskissx...xxrockrgalxx...
SIGN: pisces
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: darkbrown...blonde...and a once red but not lightbrownish-orange color
BIRTHPLACE: New York City Niggas
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 1
COLOR: bloodred
DAY: saturday
MONTH: July/November
SONG: too many
FOOD: french fries
SPORT: the one where u sit on your ass and do nothing <3
DRINK: orange soda bitch
VEGGIE: green peppers
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GOTTEN SICK? No
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?-no....TALKED TO AN EX? -nope
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? nope my boyfriends been to busy to fuckin call me...wtf
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? hmm...i had a very serious one like 2 days ago
MISSED SOMEONE? yea...
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yea my peice of shit dad
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
( WOULD YOU EVER...? )
EAT A BUG? for money hell yea
BUNGEE JUMP? yess
HANG GLIDE? yeaup
KILL SOMEONE? "If someone needs to be killed...you kill em! aint no wrong" ha i watched house of 1000 corpses last night
PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE? oh yes
WALK ON HOT COALS? yes i sure would
DATE SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS? nope
FOR THEIR REPUTATION? nope
BE A VEGETARIAN? no i like my beef haha
WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES? umm duhh
SING KARAOKE? i have but i wont ne more
RUN A RED LIGHT? mhmm
STAR IN A PORNO? eww...no. fuck that i fuckin hate sluts so im no about to go be one
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? permenatly? yes i would temp. but not perm.
BE ON SURVIVOR? fuck no
CHEAT ON A TEST? guilty
MAKE SOMEONE CRY? yes i sure would. theres alot of ppl i want to make cry haha
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU? no
CUSS OUT A PRIEST? naw...thats fuckin disrespectful...i mean theres certain exceptions...if they tried to harm me, my family, or friends intentionally in anyway i dont care who the fuck you are your ass is goin down ha
WEAR A THONG? do it.
STAY UP ALL NIGHT? yes i do
DRINK STRAIGHT ESPRESSO? prolly
Holly shit that thing was long...well yea.. im gonna go sleep. cause i have too much on my mind....later