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[x_junpei_x]

This fucking sucks so bad.
It seems now I've ruined the friendship too.

I'm never going to have a boyfriend.
One that'll like who I am, and
who wants to be with me.
I'll never lose my virginity.
I'll never be happy with someone,
they'll never be happy with me.
I'll never be happy with me.
I'll never be a trophy girlfriend,
or even one someone can just be proud of.
I'm a fucking ugly,
annoying, bitch, dumbass,
bringeveryonedown kind of person.
Fuck me.

I just want to disappear.
Is that so hard?
Why the FUCK is this hurting so much.

Chris and/or Nick I wish you were here to hug me.
That would be nice right about now.
You two are the only ones who will put up with me.