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Oct 12, 2004 16:40

okk the past few weeks have been so miserable 4 me..i dont kno wats goin on..i think i have a case of depression lol...well last nite was the worst...i was hysterically cryin on the fone with paul for like 20 minutes. everything was just making me so upset andd i had the worst migrane EVERRRR...i found out that i had a D in my english class and that was supposed 2 b our final grade or w/e...soo my mommy called the skool cuz i think the last time i checked...d's werent good! lol...my teacher was freakin counting practice sat tests for a grade..and sum1 like me whos such a horrible test taker obviously is gonna fail these tests...so i did fail both of them..but since my mom called my fukin asshole teacher changed it so we got a grade for "doing" it lol....wooo i feel much better about that

i also forgot 2 do my english project cuz she gives us like 10 assignments at 1 time and never mentions them again and i never kno when theyre do! so i got an F for that shyt...now my grades like a C+..wow cuz thats much better lol...

over the weekend me and brittany got in a hugee fight..i was over her house and i was soo mad at her that i didnt talk 2 her the whole night..i did however stay at her house lol..so i kinda chilled with jill all night...we all went 2 the beach andd chilled it was alrite..but i wrote a whole note 2 brit tellin her how i felt andd i dunoo if its gone thru her head yet lol

i neeeda do my psych project already! im goin into an elementary skool 2maro and im gonna b up alll night typing my report and this sucks..i ALWAYS wait til the last minute..but i definitely learned my lesson cuz all my grades suckkk this quarter andd i wanna do 10x better next quarter..ima work my ass off...prolly not but ya kno lol

i dunno whats goin on with me and ryan...when he talks 2 me online he acts like hes soo interested in me and he wants me 2 b interested in him...then when i see him in skool he waves hi and keeps walking like he cant even stop 2 talk or give me a hug or nothing lol...2day b4 skool i saw him andd i was standing there talkin 2 serra and he looked at me waved and walked into his class...the 2nd bell hadnt even rung yet lol wtf! i dont kno what i should doo...i feel like he likes a whole bunch of girls and hes just tryyin 2 c which 1 he would like better by leading us all on or sumthin...fuck this shit i dont care nemore

i have psats 2maro..that sucks real bad..and i have bball soon..and im tired and bored and prolly have alot of hw sooo immmmm going....byeeee
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