Sep 28, 2003 17:14
i cant take this nemore..all people are just assholes. like not even 1 person can be nice at all im sick of it...i hate the yelling..i hate the fighting..i hate the crying..but i guess i gotta just get used to it.first tell me how messed up this is...the whole summer i actually felt good about myself..my fricken forehead cleared up and shyt n everythin was all goood...but now that school starts i have so much fuCcin stress that its rediculous..i cant stand my friends being assholes to me..i cant stand boys..but then again who can??...i cant stand studying for like 6 tests a week..every damn week..and then hours of homework! and now because of all this stress my face is starting to break out and i feel like shyt..again..i dont know what to do! i can never be happy for more then a day...what is wrong with me? i honestly dont even know why im trying out for basketball considering everyone on the team is such a bitch to me..like i dont do nething 2 ne1..and i dont even get ne respect..i just get put down to make me feel even worse then i already do..but w/e i just needa deal wit it and get on with my life..cuz things will never change..people will never change..school will always stay the same..so whats there to do?