This is for Alan...
Ok... i txted u last nite Alan but u didn't seem 2 understand. The whole me/you thing was over a month ago now and at that time all i could think about was Paul.
Now about 5 weeks later i am starting 2 realise that maybe i should start 2 try and move on again... look for something new and forget about Paul cos there's no point in me thinking about Paul all the time if it's probably not going 2 work out for reasons i can't be arsed goin into.
Now 5 weeks ago i wasn't thinking this, i was thinking that all i wanted was Paul. I know i was hurting people in the process but i couldn't go on leading u on if it was Paul that i was thinking about non stop. I don't know why u can't understand that people can change what theyre thinking over a period of time, especially 5 weeks, think what u want Alan, but all i need right now is the support of my friends and not things like this setting me back.
I'd just like 2 ask you one small thing, which friend(s) was it that u fell out with cos u were sticking up for me? I'll take one guess and i think we all know who i'm thinking of. I couldn't give a flying fuck what he thinks quite frankly because he's just a shit stirring asshole who likes to make a few stories up now and again so he's not the one hurt and he's the one hurting people. U can go ahead and hate me and be friends with him because at the end of the day Alan, it's your life but i'll just warn you... he's not 100% perfect, no one is but he's far from it, very far. He's not the perfect person he thinks he is.
Now about 5 weeks later i am starting 2 realise that maybe i should start 2 try and move on again... look for something new and forget about Paul cos there's no point in me thinking about Paul all the time if it's probably not going 2 work out for reasons i can't be arsed goin into.
Now 5 weeks ago i wasn't thinking this, i was thinking that all i wanted was Paul. I know i was hurting people in the process but i couldn't go on leading u on if it was Paul that i was thinking about non stop. I don't know why u can't understand that people can change what theyre thinking over a period of time, especially 5 weeks, think what u want Alan, but all i need right now is the support of my friends and not things like this setting me back.
I'd just like 2 ask you one small thing, which friend(s) was it that u fell out with cos u were sticking up for me? I'll take one guess and i think we all know who i'm thinking of. I couldn't give a flying fuck what he thinks quite frankly because he's just a shit stirring asshole who likes to make a few stories up now and again so he's not the one hurt and he's the one hurting people. U can go ahead and hate me and be friends with him because at the end of the day Alan, it's your life but i'll just warn you... he's not 100% perfect, no one is but he's far from it, very far. He's not the perfect person he thinks he is.