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it's about time you confronted me. you've known for so long.
jesus. i hate this, i hate that you keep acting like you don't care. you just don't get it, do you?
i know you. stop pretending. maybe that's what has always freaked you out,
i don't get irritated and stressed out by you. i just care.
believe it or not, i understand where you're coming from and i wish i could help.
but you're nowhere near me, so i have no idea how to do that. why did you
think i wanted you to come back?!
why do you think i was so angry? you never give it a damn try.
you are so much, and you have no idea. maybe you forget what
you told me, but i remember every word. i'm not some idiot
who wants to follow you around until you find someone else.
WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT. why can't you
understand that for once, maybe someone didn't want to leave you.
fuck. i genuinely cared, still do care in fact. you just need to get
over yourself, for your own sake.