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it was nice seeing you today. you're right, the vibe was completely different. this friendship should be good. i'm just glad you're willing to listen to my rants. i was a little unsure about how you would handle me ranting on about so and so, but i really needed that today.. too much. i went on to the studio to rant to forsey as well. i still don't feel like i explained it all correctly, i'm really taken back. anyway, i'm glad that you feel better about the situation - because i never really had a problem with it.
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why is it that i'm soooo turned on at the most inconvenient of times? seriously. it hurts not holding someone.. ha. LAME.
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i'm so rotted. not that i'm going to make any deal of it, that'd be stupid. as long as you're happy, i suppose. but i guess that's what worries me. are you actually happy?