May 10, 2005 21:31
i wish that i could see you again... i know that i cant... but i hope you can hear me... i remeber it clearly... the day that you slipted away...i miss you
annnnyyyy waayyyy yay i get to go on retreat tomorrow... i realized today that its going to be extreamily hard to move away.. even if i move to where cool people live near im gunna leave a house that i ve always lived in. im actually quite scared... i dont think n e one knows that lols i seem ok about it...but im scurd out of my mind...just to not be next door neighbors with matty. and thats not even the begining...i wanna cry blah ok well enough of that i love you all every ones been great to me and putting up with alot of shit with me... i dont like myself lately but thank you guys for being so awsome lots of love <3
i dont want to fall to pieces i just wanna sit and stare at you...i dont wanna talk about it. and i dont want a conversation i just wanna cry infront of you... i dont wanna talk about it cuz im in love with you...