feelin kinda down
yes well i havent writen in hurr like hardly ever cuz i dont understand how these live journal things work..and plus my comp has been gay over the past few weeks but now it works so yay i can write in here now.... today was a very fun day up till third period... i was all hyper and forgetin about everything thats shitty when i was slapped in the face by reality... everything sucks and it doesnt ever get better...you only think it does... i dont understand why people say things when they dont mean them..and if they mean them why do they hide it from others when they ask. it hurts overly alot to be where i am rite now... where ever the fuck that is. im sure many of whoever is reading this has been through somthing like this too... where if something good happend to u n left without explaining...dont u wish it never happend.cuz that way you d never know how incredably painful it is to lose it...i think its about time for jenny to move on and stop waiting for something thats never going to come... im just a big loser i guess....
later dayz...
later dayz...