BG bound

May 10, 2007 22:57

Its still only May but BG is all I think about. Every time I think about it I get so excited. For once in my life I think I have made the right decision. I need to be getting to sleep, I have a final in the morning but I am too excited. The end of this semester means summer. And summer means BG. The two things I have been waiting for since I got the acceptance letter. I have so many mixed feelings but I know this is right. I am scared, I don't want to lose my best friends. Carl and Heather mean everything to me. I mean I seriously doubt I will lose them considering me and Carl have been best friends since the age of like 6. We have been through it all, the fights, the emotions, the chaos, the love. It's all there. And Heather, it has only been 3 years since I have known her, and one year and a little more since we have become best friends but I feel like it's been since we were 6. I mean being there for Michela's birth, that shows something. She let me be there and be apart of it. I feed her ice chips and saw Michela's head popping out. Me and her mother cried together once it was over. That is a best friend. One who allows me to be a part of the biggest day of her life. Hopefully the next big day will come soon, but thats a different story. I am ready for this. More ready then the day before. And tomorrow, I will be even more ready. It is going to be a huge part of my life, an experience I will never forget. I just hope it is worth remembering. BG please don't disappoint me.
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