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[x_itsmeroxy_x]

i hate you.
i hate me.

i love you.

you don't love me.

but i guess it's okay.
yeah, i can see.

that this is the way,
things have to be.

yet you still pull me close,
just to push me away.
as you tell me to leave,
then you tell me to stay.

so now i'm sitting here waiting
for the words i should say.
and i'm quietly aging,
more and more, every day.

but the truth is i'm tierd,
and i really just wish,
that you'd forget all you told me
and just give me a kiss.

now, i know i'm not her.
and i never will be.

but if you gave me a chance,

i'd just hope you could see-
truely how beautiful,
i know we could be.

wishfully thinking,
in all honosty-

how i want us to BE..

[..something you'll never see.]