Apr 01, 2009 14:42
who are all these random people adding me...
weird.
p.s. everyone... stay the fuck away from methadone. it will fucking destroy your life. im not kidding. if i could right now i sware to god id end my life. this is the worst medicne a doctor could ever give a patient. and they wanted to keep me on it for the rest of my life. good fucking thing im strong enough to walk away. now i just need something lethal to end this fucking cycle that seems to never fucking stop. theres no relief. theres no end to it. i never would have taken methadone in a millon fucking years... ever. i dont know why i fucking gave in. i want this to all be over.
excuse me while i attempt to drown myself.
jack and mitch- how are things going? i miss you guys. i cant wait for you to be back. im taking care of your fish.. well except the one that died yesterday... jk april fools. the fish are fine. cant wait to hear from you slash see you again. you should call sometime and give us an update. manitu(spelled that wrong) misses you guys so much. she wont even let anyone near her. its sad. and she gets so excited when the door opens..and you can almost see her heart break when its not you guys.