sam is a bad person(thats a nice way to put it)

Dec 31, 2005 12:01

well...couldn't sleep last night. kept on waking up and asking myself why this all had to happen.
Why did she do this to me, she led me on to believing she liked me, when it was all just a joke.
Every car ride, every visit, every "date"...was nothing to her. she was just finding a way to crush me.
As i told her, it was all a game, and i played, n obviously lost.
Oh well that's what i get for liking someone, i really did like her.
I guess i went looking for love instead of love looking for me!
Now i don't know whether to be her friend or not..she says oh now we can be friends.
We were always friends, i never dated her and never tried anything with her, so yes we were friends.
Friends aren't supposed to fight, or play mind games on one another.
I know i just have to move on now, and put all this past me, because i cant let this affect anyone else.
But this puts the icing on a great year, but a not so great month..
Thank you sam, FOR NOTHING!!!!!
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