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hey,
i'm just really frustrated right now... because my break is going to totally suck. all my friends are home the week before i am, and they don't even fucking talk to me or tell me when they're gonna be around anymore.... so maybe i'm just in a funk from doing really bad in school these last few weeks or because i feel emotionally like shit, but fuck it. seriously. fuck it. i'm sick and tired of being the only one trying to talk or make plans and getting one-word answers from people until i give up. grrrr.... it'll probly pass in a bit, but right now it's just got me really pissed off that i never even get to talk to my "friends" anymore. yes, i have a lot of work too, but that's what email is for! ::sigh:: i miss everyone and yet i really sometimes feel like i'm just not getting the hint to go away. i guess i'll just drop it and see what happens and make sure i don't give a shit either way so i won't be disappointed.
garry and i went to the city yesterday for his birthday to see spamalot, this new musical based off of monty python and the holy grail, which was funny as all hell, people were practically falling into the aisled laughing, and i loved every second of it. david hyde pierce as sir robin and tim curry as king arthur... it didn't get much better. :) <-- aware that is a run-on sentence..
i'm supposed to be having a quiz in logic in about 45 minutes, and i honestly don't care, even though i've gotten a 12 and a 6 out of 20, there's just been too much other shit going on. i fucking hate math sometimes. or maybe always.
yes, more snow on tuesday, and we're expecting more on saturday, when i was actually supposed to go out and do something fun. of course... it only snows if i have plans for the weekend.
i don't want to go to class at all, i'm tired and i'd rather just sit and read my book. books are more fun than people.... people suck. :(
-indigo
i'm just really frustrated right now... because my break is going to totally suck. all my friends are home the week before i am, and they don't even fucking talk to me or tell me when they're gonna be around anymore.... so maybe i'm just in a funk from doing really bad in school these last few weeks or because i feel emotionally like shit, but fuck it. seriously. fuck it. i'm sick and tired of being the only one trying to talk or make plans and getting one-word answers from people until i give up. grrrr.... it'll probly pass in a bit, but right now it's just got me really pissed off that i never even get to talk to my "friends" anymore. yes, i have a lot of work too, but that's what email is for! ::sigh:: i miss everyone and yet i really sometimes feel like i'm just not getting the hint to go away. i guess i'll just drop it and see what happens and make sure i don't give a shit either way so i won't be disappointed.
garry and i went to the city yesterday for his birthday to see spamalot, this new musical based off of monty python and the holy grail, which was funny as all hell, people were practically falling into the aisled laughing, and i loved every second of it. david hyde pierce as sir robin and tim curry as king arthur... it didn't get much better. :) <-- aware that is a run-on sentence..
i'm supposed to be having a quiz in logic in about 45 minutes, and i honestly don't care, even though i've gotten a 12 and a 6 out of 20, there's just been too much other shit going on. i fucking hate math sometimes. or maybe always.
yes, more snow on tuesday, and we're expecting more on saturday, when i was actually supposed to go out and do something fun. of course... it only snows if i have plans for the weekend.
i don't want to go to class at all, i'm tired and i'd rather just sit and read my book. books are more fun than people.... people suck. :(
-indigo