I apologize in advance for the lack of logical order in this entry
So I dunno what's goin on with me lately. Last year I was so sure that I had it all figured out, but now it's like I'm changing everything. First off, I got a 76% on my econ 434 exam, the only thing that sucks is that 78% is being considered a B.
So back to my fleeting aspirations. I have been giving a lot of thought to what I really want to do with my life, and it isn't urban planning, or building houses like I used to want to do. It was once my greatest aspiration to design my own housing development, which i still kinda want to do. But lately, I am really getting into film, all aspects of it, writing, acting, directing. I really really want to make movies! Like I've been trying to write, but all i can come up with are plots and characters, but no determination to turn it into a full novel. I've been focussing more on dialogue which can't carry a whole book, plus with screen plays and everyday dialogue, there is no need for perfect grammar or punctuation. I am much better visually anyway. I've even been watching a lot of film lately, and paying attention to the details. I mean, I don't want to make a lot of money, I just want to do it and i feel that I have a ton of great stories to tell. But realistically speaking, it would never happen.
Today I also realized that my favorite adjective is "bespectacled" and my favorite adverb is "lovingly" and that it's far better to just let stuff go but still keep people at a safe distance...a distance so safe that it makes "Bubble-Boy" look like "Fire Marshall Bill", besides, i'll never have to see him again.
So back to my fleeting aspirations. I have been giving a lot of thought to what I really want to do with my life, and it isn't urban planning, or building houses like I used to want to do. It was once my greatest aspiration to design my own housing development, which i still kinda want to do. But lately, I am really getting into film, all aspects of it, writing, acting, directing. I really really want to make movies! Like I've been trying to write, but all i can come up with are plots and characters, but no determination to turn it into a full novel. I've been focussing more on dialogue which can't carry a whole book, plus with screen plays and everyday dialogue, there is no need for perfect grammar or punctuation. I am much better visually anyway. I've even been watching a lot of film lately, and paying attention to the details. I mean, I don't want to make a lot of money, I just want to do it and i feel that I have a ton of great stories to tell. But realistically speaking, it would never happen.
Today I also realized that my favorite adjective is "bespectacled" and my favorite adverb is "lovingly" and that it's far better to just let stuff go but still keep people at a safe distance...a distance so safe that it makes "Bubble-Boy" look like "Fire Marshall Bill", besides, i'll never have to see him again.