Sep 21, 2009 14:51
I am homesick. Ive never felt this way in my life. I thought moving to AL was going to be simple. I get to spend everyday with Kyle. And while spending time with my boyfriend who I love very much is really nice. I wicked miss home. I miss the familiar places. I miss my family and my dog so much when Im away.
Its like my heart is in two places all the time. I guess the homesick feeling is a little duller than the feeling of missing Kyle.
Im home now. I came home for the long weekend. I'm leaving in a couple hours. I really dont want to go back to AL just yet. I still want to see more people and just hang out at home.
Althuogh Kyle refers to home as Alabama, I still think and feel as though home is here. :(
All I can do is wish for Kyle's job to get trasnsfered closer to here.
I'm suppost to be grown up. I mean Im a college grad, but I still feel like Im a child that needs her Mommy and Daddy.
I just hope Kyle realizes the sacrifices that I make for us.