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...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
aww
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
whats up? fight with ur mom again?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
no...sorry..bye
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
why wont u talk?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
im not in da fucken mood... and ill end up bitching everyone which is not what i want to fucken happen!
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
its alright i can take it. im wondering if ur okay... cuz ... i dont want u not to be
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
no matter how im feeling im not friggen cutting so no need to worry
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
wow thats awesome.
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
!!
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
very proud of ya
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
heh
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-smiles a tiny weeny bit-
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
now. do u wanna talk? u can even bitch. i know it helps a lot when were pissed off to bitch. i do it every day.
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
im not really pissed off.. well actually.. i have no idea how i should feel..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
why what happened?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
meh its a goddamn dream
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
it hit meh deep...lol..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
oh..trent? what happened in the dream? were u like, with him? as in bf/gf?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
meh.. well
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
yeah.. me was in louisianna.. we were together and then some night i was out there alone.. and got sexually abused..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
by him??
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and he laughed in my face and dumped meh and i just jumped down a bridge
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
no by an unknown dude
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
hoyl shit !!
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i was alone in da dark in the street
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and then the dude jumped on me tied me up with handcuffs on des potos pi la ben c sa la..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
pi trent ma retrouver genre.. a moitié nu pi ya commencer a rire de moé
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
el pir c que la police est arrive pi yon arreter trent a cause y pencais que stai lui mon abuseur
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
wow...
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
thats crazy
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
idk how i should feel anymore..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i woked up crying cuz i had lost him again but the problem is that i havnt even got him.. and i just got abused again in my friggen dream
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
whoa... maybe u should try counselling,...
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
i know u said they dont help
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
but its their job to get bitched at
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
its actually fun to bitchabout ur probs to them
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
to get be rude to
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
o
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i got a psychologue
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
ok good
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
yeah
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
jla vois monday
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
tu yen parlera si tu vx
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
mais a dit si jpour faire un act de la caller
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
a connais déja trent...genre...jlui ai deja parler de lui..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
a connais mika pi trent..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and know i just friggen realised im still not over trent after one fucken year
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
its ok
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
i mean... he was in a way ur first real love..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and whats even more fucked up is that we never met
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and now whats killing me even more is that he wont wanna friggen talk to me again cuz he'll find ouR!
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
*out<
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
hows he gonna find out?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
no idea
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
by my name maybe?
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
lol change it
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
write somethign like "go fuck urself bunch of trolls"
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
and then I DONT wanna talk about it
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
or maybe by the profile...
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
oh shit
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and im friggen lazy.. too lazy to change it
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
or by my profile's place where it says ''mon site internet''
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
or maybe on my site internet place where it says ''I Love You...Still''
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
(yes another link)
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and then it brings to a fucken HUGGGGGEEEEEEEEE page all about him telling him how much i MISS HIM!
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-takes deep breath then lets it out-
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
or maybe even in some topics on my livejournal
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
''Trent. I Love you. And For You, I'm Ready To LEarn The Word I Love You In One Hundred Different Ways...So I Could Tell You Them All Someday.. <3 The Ones Bold Are The Ones I Know...''
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
bLABLABLA
Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-screams-
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-is a trent addicted-
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
''I LOVE TRENT
But he does NOT love me.. =(
LIFE SUCKS WITH LOVE STORIES! =P''
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
BVFUKJFAESBFHGDAHGFBJG -swears-
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
lol ...
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
meh..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-bangs head on desk-
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
NO
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
ive lost him 3 times already...
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
and now im loosing him for the 4th time tho i dont have him ..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
u still have him as a friend
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
yeah.. well it wont be for long
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
-tries to breath in and out slowly-
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
it will if u want it
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
BUT I DONT WANT ITTTTTTT
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
dont wanna be friends?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
I CAN'T forget you.. no matter how long I try..
I Guess its because I never actually WANTED to forget you... -shit-
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
oy thats true
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
he wont wanna stay friends with a freako who cant even stop thinking of him!?
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
well its the same thing for craig and he doesnt mind it much
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
lol
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
craig?
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
...but he thinks of me too.. supposedly... but still, it doesnt make us freaks. like
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
trent understands
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
ya craig
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
he loves u?
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
friendsy way ya
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
i think
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
AWHH! XD lmao
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
...hes the cutest dude ever
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
anyway thats not the point
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
lol!!
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
the point is ur not a freak and trent will understand
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
erh..understand?...ya po compris 3 fois de suite
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
he should.
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
yeah...hopefully..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
my head is so heavy
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i guess too much stress went up it..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
try to calm down before u blow brain cells and pop ur mind
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i think its too late!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
''I Just dont get it.. We never met.. Why Am I So attached..
This is confusing me..''
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
dont worry about it jess... its normal to be attached to someone far away. ... again, me and craig. i dont even like going offline before he does. lol
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
so ... yea..
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
me and andrew used to be like that too before he liked someone else
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
its just teenage stuff
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
yeah...
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
fucked up teenage stuff if u asked me..
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i swear i thot of trent when i was going out with jc goddamN!
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
sry whats the last thing u said?
I Dont Want To Talk..// Jveux PAS Parler... I Just Dreamed Of -You-......Trent... says:
i swear i thot of trent when i was going out with jc goddamN!
...im gonna cry if i cant go says:
no sweat...