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Oft what a past few days its been.
Start of the week was particularly shite.
Wednesday after the exam and the sun came out and it was offically summer.
Since then things have been getting better and I love it.
I dont feel like theres this weight on my shoulders anymore.
I have a job (granted its only like a max of 12 hrs a week but at least its a start) I got some good enough news last night, became better mates with a lovely boy, hung out with the lady, got a job tomorrow night too, then get to dance ma head off at catty to celebrate above boys birthday, get to go to the west end festival thing on sunday and then apparently going to some raving party afters.
For the first time in over a year im actually quite happy. That person doesnt affect the way I feel anymore and is hardly ever on my mind. I have a goal for next year and I just cant wait. I dont have the stress of needing to go to uni or whatever just to keep certain people happy. I have my friends that I know I can trust and I dont ever need to be someone else with when im with them. Yes I may still be skint but Im still somehow able to have as much cheap fun as poss.
Ah good times this summer
xx
Start of the week was particularly shite.
Wednesday after the exam and the sun came out and it was offically summer.
Since then things have been getting better and I love it.
I dont feel like theres this weight on my shoulders anymore.
I have a job (granted its only like a max of 12 hrs a week but at least its a start) I got some good enough news last night, became better mates with a lovely boy, hung out with the lady, got a job tomorrow night too, then get to dance ma head off at catty to celebrate above boys birthday, get to go to the west end festival thing on sunday and then apparently going to some raving party afters.
For the first time in over a year im actually quite happy. That person doesnt affect the way I feel anymore and is hardly ever on my mind. I have a goal for next year and I just cant wait. I dont have the stress of needing to go to uni or whatever just to keep certain people happy. I have my friends that I know I can trust and I dont ever need to be someone else with when im with them. Yes I may still be skint but Im still somehow able to have as much cheap fun as poss.
Ah good times this summer
xx