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This weekend was pretty good.
Last night was awesome actually.
For the first time since I've known that boy I stood up against him.
I think I made him feel some of the shit Ive felt in the past wee while.
For once I didnt run to talk to him or wonder where he was.
I stayed with all my friends who made me smile like nothing and me dance like a fanny.
And know what I didnt even miss him.
I didnt feel bad and I didnt wanna go home just to be alone with him.
I didnt miss him when I got home and I didnt txt to say sorry for being a dick.
For once I just didnt give a shit and it felt so fucking good.
I really dont need the mindfuck anymore.
Friends aye but he can make the effort.
Last night made me feel strong again for the first time in about 7mnths.
Finally maybe getting over it all.
& I loves it.
Bring on the single life oh aye.
xx
ps work was dire cos I was hungover to fuck but still.
Last night was awesome actually.
For the first time since I've known that boy I stood up against him.
I think I made him feel some of the shit Ive felt in the past wee while.
For once I didnt run to talk to him or wonder where he was.
I stayed with all my friends who made me smile like nothing and me dance like a fanny.
And know what I didnt even miss him.
I didnt feel bad and I didnt wanna go home just to be alone with him.
I didnt miss him when I got home and I didnt txt to say sorry for being a dick.
For once I just didnt give a shit and it felt so fucking good.
I really dont need the mindfuck anymore.
Friends aye but he can make the effort.
Last night made me feel strong again for the first time in about 7mnths.
Finally maybe getting over it all.
& I loves it.
Bring on the single life oh aye.
xx
ps work was dire cos I was hungover to fuck but still.