May 12, 2005 04:50
wow this year has gone by so fast...part of me doesnt want it to end...alot of bad stuff happened this year like when me and a friend didnt talk for 2 months =[ and Alex moving to north carolina... but also alot of good stuff happened like spring break with Carolyn and seeing Steve Martin at my dad's 50th birthday party lol...there is one thing that i think is the bestest thing that happened to me all year..but that thing shall remain unnamed...camp is soon...its our last yearr..this is soo sadd! i cant believe it..ive been going there every summer for 7 years...now what am i going to do with my summers?!?! lgc is my life and with out it im lifeless!! i am going to miss it soooo muchh...atleast this yearr i get to celebrate my 15th birthday with Cesca, Jackie, Carolyn, Omi and all my second half loves...wow im going to miss you all sooo muchhh!!!!!!
i tryed to be perfect but nothing was worth it i dont believe it makes me real i thought itd be easy but no one believes me i ment all the things i said if you believe its in my soul id say all the words that i know just to see if it would show that im trying to let you know that im better off on my own...♥