oh deary me its a count down..!
8 DAYSSS BITCHESSSS!!!!
this is someting i really need ya know a theraputic thing..The Confessional is being re-opened on the 28th...its a mustt!! everyone gets to hear my stories of what Dr.DumbAss Dummit diagnosed me with!! yay! and how retarded he iss!! i think its funny that he thinks im Bipolar(type 2)...not so funny that he thinks i have ADHD cause that is the most likely true thing..yehhhh i have absolutely no problem telling like everyone all of this..im an open person and if it annoys you then fuck youu!!
ive been waiting since the tearful end of last year for it to all start again and its finally almost here and i cant wait!! for 7 year ive gone to LGC..not just 7 plain years but 7 AMAZING years...7 memorable years...and now our last year we are able to go there is here and its so saddening.. way more saddening then knowing we will have to wait most of the year to get to see all of our best friends again..the type of saddening that is like wow im not gonna have somewhere to go every summer and i wont have the same people who used to comfort me or bring out the best//craziest side of me outt..the people who really understand me(mostly because they spend a month with me every summer)...i know we will still get together during the year but it is just amazing that its gonna be over..i stayed there long enough to get my 5 year jacket..long enough to know what it is like to have best friends that you dont see everyday at school but only get to see when school ends and your life begins...some people think "oh camps are retarded" but the truth is that they are retarded..camp is such a good expierence and i am sooo happy that i go to this one...LGC= life.. thats it...we all have to promise each other that we will deff. get together during the school year..hey when we all can drive we can take a road trip or something!! maybe back so we can visit and see if all of our writing from the many nights//days of sitting on the rafters and writting about people and what not...i love you all so muchh...and ill miss you
now for an amazing song that i like totally love...yeahh
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day", he sat down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.
yepp thats it...idk this year has been umm interesting...heck its been awesome..even though things have happened like not talking to a *good* friend for like 2 months(never knew i could actually do it)...ive made some horrible mistakes but im taking my time on working them out...may take longer then i would like but thats life...