juice.
i jsut got back from walmart to by tampons and everyone called me. like josh, bre, daniel, bryan, chris, nick. fucking everyone.
i feel like a complete stoner after my last entry. but honestly i dont give a fuck.
my stomach hurts. it feels like its in knotts. i dont know if its because i ate something bad or i'm nervous or because of my period. whatever maybe its all 3. all i know is that it hurts so bad i cant walk and i want to cry.
i'm in the process of making joshs dad a card. i made daniels mom a card because tomorrow is her birthday. i'm making scott a card because he found out that daniel knew all this information and assumed. i told him! cassandra told him! the only thing i told daniel was "scott said that jessica said that she wouldnt be able to take you" and "scott said you are a good kid with some flaws but over all a good kid" cassandra told him every bad thing in the book. so that is the reason why i am not allowed to see or talk to josh again until i apologize and scott thinks about it. everytime scott tells me he would think about something it was a no. so i'm not looking forward to going to josh's anytime soon. honestly i dont want to go ever again because of scott. he pissed me off. and i honestly dont really want anything to do with him anymore. thats okay. its all good.
tomorrow i am having a big party. i dont know hows coming. i dont know what to expect. i didnt plan it. all i know is that bryan,chris, and nick are spending the night. and i have to kick them out before 8. and idontknow what to do with the cigarette butts. i dont know what to do with the beer cans or anything i'm planning a head. because rememeber i live with a cop.
now excuse me i have to puke..
i feel like a complete stoner after my last entry. but honestly i dont give a fuck.
my stomach hurts. it feels like its in knotts. i dont know if its because i ate something bad or i'm nervous or because of my period. whatever maybe its all 3. all i know is that it hurts so bad i cant walk and i want to cry.
i'm in the process of making joshs dad a card. i made daniels mom a card because tomorrow is her birthday. i'm making scott a card because he found out that daniel knew all this information and assumed. i told him! cassandra told him! the only thing i told daniel was "scott said that jessica said that she wouldnt be able to take you" and "scott said you are a good kid with some flaws but over all a good kid" cassandra told him every bad thing in the book. so that is the reason why i am not allowed to see or talk to josh again until i apologize and scott thinks about it. everytime scott tells me he would think about something it was a no. so i'm not looking forward to going to josh's anytime soon. honestly i dont want to go ever again because of scott. he pissed me off. and i honestly dont really want anything to do with him anymore. thats okay. its all good.
tomorrow i am having a big party. i dont know hows coming. i dont know what to expect. i didnt plan it. all i know is that bryan,chris, and nick are spending the night. and i have to kick them out before 8. and idontknow what to do with the cigarette butts. i dont know what to do with the beer cans or anything i'm planning a head. because rememeber i live with a cop.
now excuse me i have to puke..