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okay so right now its 1:48 AM and allllll day long I can think about one main thing and it really really reallllly bothers me but the more I think about it and take it in the more things keep building up and bothering me more like I actually stop and look at everything. just makes me feel like shit best friend my ass... its okay tho I dont ever expect anything from anyone anymore I shouldn't why the fuck should I I tried going out with some new friends and forgetting about all the crap but even with them I still end up coming back the same shit... I want to move soo much more now than ever maybe if I did something so bad my rents would send me away! I wish right now anything is better than what I'm feeling and I hate feeling... so no more emotions for hagan and I'm done with writing how I feel in this screw it doesn't matter to anyone and it shouldn't this is pointless if people could only see my real journal then they might have the smallest idea of what shit I deal with and how I actually feel about things but yeah I'm done trying if I piss ya off to fucking bad I can also let ya have a great amazing time... I'm off to sleep this is over... I want school to start and I want to be gone soon
NITE
NITE