Feb 24, 2005 21:31
so i had a lot of fun tonight at olive garden with heather strader, t.o., mitchell, & katherine. it just made me realize how carefree i could be. like i am so sick of being stressed and holding grudges with people. its so stupid. i just wanna say it. melvin did me wrong. i dont care any more. its only gonna help me get stronger. he is over, seriously. theres nothing left there and im not gonna let a stupid high school show ruin the rest of my life. and yea i have talked about so many people. but people are gonna have to get over it. if you dont like it then sorry. its me. im not gonna change for anyone. i just dont want to screw my life up with stupid things i can change now. look brent and tiffany, i dont care if you hate me, its ok. but i am over all that. just to let yall know. kylie, i wasnt talking about you that day at the lunch table when i was talking about the prom shit. i dont want you to feel like i was because i like you a lot and i want to still be your friend. this is so stupid why am i apologizing. w/e. i just want people to know, that im not worried and nieve anymore...