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im ok, and i really promise that i will update later when ive been to the doctors...
i just wanted to ask... for anyone who has met jamie you will know what he is like....
when im feeling crappy lately he's really been pressing my buttons and he DOES know which ones to press. PLUS a lot of the time it involves "mum has said this, mum thinks that" which i KNOW she might or might not have said and i know that IF she did say something its probably quite skewed from what she originally said coming out of his mouth, but in that situation i never know what to believe... whether its HER or HIM.
When im feeling suicidal he could literally press the right buttons to make me do it there and then.
Fat, lazy bitch. Rather than useless anorexic bitch is coming out of his mouth a lot more recently. The conversation could literally be on anything and he has no problem bringing it back to how hopeless i am.
So i know its an impossible question but if anyone has any adivice to how i can try and ignore some of it...
i just wanted to ask... for anyone who has met jamie you will know what he is like....
when im feeling crappy lately he's really been pressing my buttons and he DOES know which ones to press. PLUS a lot of the time it involves "mum has said this, mum thinks that" which i KNOW she might or might not have said and i know that IF she did say something its probably quite skewed from what she originally said coming out of his mouth, but in that situation i never know what to believe... whether its HER or HIM.
When im feeling suicidal he could literally press the right buttons to make me do it there and then.
Fat, lazy bitch. Rather than useless anorexic bitch is coming out of his mouth a lot more recently. The conversation could literally be on anything and he has no problem bringing it back to how hopeless i am.
So i know its an impossible question but if anyone has any adivice to how i can try and ignore some of it...