almost a month
hmm.. its been nearly a month since my last entry. doesn't feel that long.
so me and this guy started talking again, just as friends. and he's a real jerk. [ya'll don't know him, so don't ask.] and he's always wanted to go out with me, but i've never wanted to go out with him. his name is Chris, btw. and we started talking again, cause he's like "you're hot" and i'm like "okay, thanks, we should talk again sometime." and then he's asking if i wanna be in a relationship and i said no, cause i'm not ready. that sounds weird, but i'm not. i don't want a boyfriend right now. i just don't WANT one. when i get with the right people that wanna hire me again, then i'm gonna be spending a lot of time at work, working hard, and saving money so i can move out ASAP. i don't want a nagging boyfriend that calls and goes "we never spend any time together!" sorry, i don't start relationships if i know i can't work on them. keep it healthy, ya know. i need to have a job. so i'm not looking for a boyfriend, i don't WANT a boyfriend. maybe when i move out, i can breathe a sigh of relief and then we'll see how things go.
oh come on, this time of year is sooo very stressful. everyone knows it. Thanksgiving is so very near. no one cares, haha.. everyone's decorating for Christmas. i need to find a damn job for Christmas. and i've got hospital bills to pay off. over $1000. i swear, i walk into the ER, they make me WAIT, then they keep me there for like 4 hours until they give me medicine i'm allergic to. that's kinda messed up. i think that's why my parents would like for me to be a doctor or lawyer. sounds good to me. i'll go to college and major on pre-law and then go to law school. YEAH RIGHT. does anyone have any idea how hard it is to get into law school? and i've got a bad memory anyway, i couldn't remember half that stuff.
i'll just be a cop. or not. no one will hire you if you haven't had college. ugh.. i might as well go.
i have a big ego [yeah right], so here's my pictures from yesterday.
me being me.. that's the way i like it.
me and Kelsey.. i love her <3
Prince! [the cat]
Kelsey and her boyfriend.
yes, she's making out with the scarecrow.
give two dorks digital cameras and what do they do? take pictures of each other taking pictures of each other.