He's the one I need more than anything else...
Gosh, I don't even know what to do anymore. I was so mad about everything that I convinced myself that I was over you; Convinced myself that there was nothing to hang on to. So after moving on and finding other people to hang out with and be with, Suddenly I had no idea what I was doing anymore. Why was I with this new boy when it was painfully obvious that I'm still stuck on you. The last time we were really together keeps playing over and over in my mind. The look you had in your eyes, The feeling I had. Ahhh, it's enough to drive anyone insane. I'm not sure you knew what you meant to me. Maybe I didn't let you know it enough...Or maybe I let you know it a little too much. I still don't know what drove you away from me. Was I not the cute little girlfriend you wanted to brag about? Maybe I wasn't skinny enough... Who knows. For the most part, I like who I am. I just wish you were still there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, or just to have someone listen to me when I need to get something out. I'm really scared right now and wish you were still there for me. And if I get nothing more out of this then I just want you to know that I had fun while we were together and there's not much I would change about it. You taught me a lot. Many of the things that I'll never forget. I just wanted to thank you for everything...