Nov 13, 2004 23:19
ahhhh! omg today was a good day. ok so first i went to get my belly button pierced. omg i was scared lol but everyone said it doesnt hurt so ya know lol meg and ashley came with me. but then the sheet said u have to be 16 but my dad just signed anyway and they didnt ask or anything so whatever lol so i picked a ring out and then we went into one of the rooms. so like i layed down and he clamped it and then he shoved the needle in omg it kinda hurt lol and then he had to but the jewelry on omg i squeezed megs and ashleys hands so hard haha but its super cool so im excited!!
ok so my mom is out of town right now. she left today for nevada and shes gone for a week but i gotta go to my dads house (*sigh*) but i convinced them to let me and hannah stay home by ourselves one night so we did and she had a few friends over then they went to a hockey game so i had the house to myself so then like a bunch of ppl came over it was dan tom zach fortunato tim ben dave max matt pat and some others but omg it was crazy lol well we just hung out and stuff but they were wild lol OMG and then my dad came over to check on us but only like 5 of them were there but then hannah had like 5 of her friends over so dan and them hid in my room and hannah got in trouble for having ppl over lol. and then they all left and they left a case of coors light in my fridge i was like oh fuck what am i supposed to do with this?!?! so i just shoved it in my closet but idk what to do with it lol cuz i cant exactly just throw it out.
omg ok so dan was like all over me tonight but idk what to do about it. he was like such an ass hole to me for like the past 2 months plus he was like with brittany and stuff but he says he doesnt like her anymore. idk if i should believe him or not. idk what to do. i like him but i dont like him. its so confusing ahh i hate boys! lol
and then i was talking to brittany online and shes like yea im in a bad mood cuz i fucked things up with dan and im like oh shit i cant do anything with him cuz that would be so mean to her. and then she tells me that she knows he was over my house but that shes not mad at me i was like omg brit im so sorry i had no idea he said u guys werent together anymore... but omg idk what to do cuz i would never want to hurt her but shes like yea hes pissed cuz i kinda led him on. omg we are so much alike cuz he hated me cuz i led him on and i dont even know if i like him now. what am i gonna do...