im back...
Maybe i am just grasping for a little of my life that i left behind by posting on this.
What I lost was so much innocence and trust of people and things of this world. I have grown in trust in the Lord in some areas...one I think I fight over waiting for the Lord or pursuing my own wants with relationships. I did what I wanted with nicole, failed.
Anyways. Amazing song by Making April. Oy, I keep singing these romantic songs to my future girl. I dance around my room, blaring them, singing for her, with no one in mind. Finally. Maybe I finally do not have anyone specific. Some people may think I have given up on a certain girl...... I do not believe it possible since neither of us have ever made a move. My actions of late have failed to show any feelings for anyone. I am kind of looking forward to making it to a year of being single, around December. I grow better as a person and with the Lord unhitched. I have given it up to him.
But someday......I'll love her with all my heart, soul. Lord, when she does appear, let me trust in Love again so I do not lose her, it is what I am so afraid of, missing that chance........have I already?
"These are the Nights"
Our bodies to hand with the Jersey shoreline
Connecting the tide to the sand that was dry
And we both laid entwined, stared at the night
Clouds overhead, but that was all right
‘Cause then and there with the wind in your hair
Heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you
And all I need now is for this moon to keep light in its desolate skyline for good
‘Cause these are the nights that you know when you’re there
You couldn’t have planned it much better I swear and you hope
That your senses aren’t failing you now
And you think to yourself now I could be wrong
But I might have just stolen this scene from a song and you know
That your senses aren’t failing you now, but they’re slipping away
So divine is this happening
Can’t I just graze your skin
For the rest of our time
But time isn’t letting this night go on
Till then and there, the wind in your hair
Nothing in this world could keep me from staring at you
And all I need now is for that sun to stay under its glowing horizon for good, whoaoaoa
‘Cause these are the nights that you know when you’re there
You couldn’t have planned it much better I swear and you hope
That your senses aren’t failing you now
And you think to yourself now I could be wrong
But I might have just stolen this scene from a song and you know
That your senses aren’t failing you now
Failing you now
You could get lost in a night like this
So empty your thoughts and open your heart to the bliss -Thats what i need to do someday.
These are the nights, these are the nights
These are the nights, these are the nights
What I lost was so much innocence and trust of people and things of this world. I have grown in trust in the Lord in some areas...one I think I fight over waiting for the Lord or pursuing my own wants with relationships. I did what I wanted with nicole, failed.
Anyways. Amazing song by Making April. Oy, I keep singing these romantic songs to my future girl. I dance around my room, blaring them, singing for her, with no one in mind. Finally. Maybe I finally do not have anyone specific. Some people may think I have given up on a certain girl...... I do not believe it possible since neither of us have ever made a move. My actions of late have failed to show any feelings for anyone. I am kind of looking forward to making it to a year of being single, around December. I grow better as a person and with the Lord unhitched. I have given it up to him.
But someday......I'll love her with all my heart, soul. Lord, when she does appear, let me trust in Love again so I do not lose her, it is what I am so afraid of, missing that chance........have I already?
"These are the Nights"
Our bodies to hand with the Jersey shoreline
Connecting the tide to the sand that was dry
And we both laid entwined, stared at the night
Clouds overhead, but that was all right
‘Cause then and there with the wind in your hair
Heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you
And all I need now is for this moon to keep light in its desolate skyline for good
‘Cause these are the nights that you know when you’re there
You couldn’t have planned it much better I swear and you hope
That your senses aren’t failing you now
And you think to yourself now I could be wrong
But I might have just stolen this scene from a song and you know
That your senses aren’t failing you now, but they’re slipping away
So divine is this happening
Can’t I just graze your skin
For the rest of our time
But time isn’t letting this night go on
Till then and there, the wind in your hair
Nothing in this world could keep me from staring at you
And all I need now is for that sun to stay under its glowing horizon for good, whoaoaoa
‘Cause these are the nights that you know when you’re there
You couldn’t have planned it much better I swear and you hope
That your senses aren’t failing you now
And you think to yourself now I could be wrong
But I might have just stolen this scene from a song and you know
That your senses aren’t failing you now
Failing you now
You could get lost in a night like this
So empty your thoughts and open your heart to the bliss -Thats what i need to do someday.
These are the nights, these are the nights
These are the nights, these are the nights