the one that's changin is you ..
hello hello .. today was pretty crappy, inside and out .. weather sucked & i wasn't in a good mood .. highlight of my day was travis on mtv .. mwahahaha he's so hott ..
today i didn't do much .. i finished disk 3 of season 7 .. god i friggen love that show soo much [ kath, if you're reading this, do not comment .. i just might accidentally drop a lighted match on your pig pants next time i'm at your house =P ] ... played with the puppy .. soo fricken tired cause i was up til 3
yeahh i was up all night reading old convos .. bad idea, makes me soo depressed .. i was all huddled up with blankets and shizz and i read convos for about 4 hours .. gosh .. i miss some people soooo much .. and i was thinking about how much i'd miss some certain people if they died // killed themselves [ i was reading convos with people who, at the time, wanted to die ] .. soo it wasn't a happy night, no no not happy at all =( i figured out i love someone* soo much more than i thought and idk what i'd do if they weren't part of my life ... i bet you don't know who i'm talking about, do you? eh .. i realized that i'm a lucky lucky girl to have *certain people* in my life whom i love oh soo much .. and yeah .. i'll stop rambling now .. i'm sure you're tired of it ... but anyways .. i loves youuuu<3
click this, it's the new simple plan song and it's soooo easy for me [ and i'm sure other people ] to relate to
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
yeahh i wanted to share that =)
that's it .. goodbyeeeee my loves <3