Jan 12, 2006 22:27
I'm in a well emo mood now.
I'm listening to..
I just don't love you more by Craig David.
Over and over.
It's making me sad.
I miss evey boy I ever liked all at once.
It's a weird feeling.
One boy more.
Shit.
How stupid..
Well.
I don't even remember him anymore..
So I needn't bother thinking about him!
I don't know what to do.
Ho hum.
The other day, I didn't see the point in being here you know.
I don't know what's changed but I don't feel that way anymore.
There is obv new hope..
Since there's that boy called Jonny who I like a bit.
Not that I've ever talked to him.
It would just be great to have him.
He's so cute!
New hope? What am I talking about?
There's not hope..
I can't have him see.
I can sure look at him though :]
I have a picture of him.
Stalkerrrrrrrrrr.
Ahahaha.
He's cute.
Oh dear.
I don't know.
I don't feel very well tonight you know.
I stayed in all night and didn't do a thing.
Apart from ate.. But only a little.
And I went in the shower.
And washed my hair.
And I've just straightened it.
Oof.
Exciting stuff.
Ahem..
I don't think I'm ill.
Just a bit upset.
For like no reason.
Hmmmm.
Strange.
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry.. I guess this time it really is goodbye.
Oh I do love this song though.
It makes me sad but happy.
Weirdooooo.
I might listen to swing life away now.
It reminds me of Luke Fodden.
Strangely enough.
I can't remember why.
I don't WANT it to remind me of him.
Not because I dislike him..
Because I don't.
Just because it reminds me of other things too.
And he's not important enough to be involved in the equation.
Oh now I know.. It reminds me of Neil aswell.
Jeeez.
How gay.
And it reminds me of golf.
Whey.
I only like mini golf though.
It's easier.
Not that I can do it though.
We all know I'm retarded at anything sport related.
Or anything in general.
Oof.
A bit of rave on.
Weeeeeeeeee.
It reminds me of the back of Josh's car.
Haha.
Wink wink and all that.
I want to be happy.
I am a bit now.
I might go to bed.
Yeah.
Oh I SO WANT THAT BOY.
But like he wouldn't want me.
He's dead cute.
And like lovely apparently.
Not that I'd know lmaooo.
But Helen does tell me good things.
So it's all fabulous I supposeeee.
I want him. I want him. I want him.
Pscht.
He should love me.
I'll just swap faces with someone.
I'm sure someone would be nice and swap for a while.
I'm too much of a geek though!
nfkdsna'lnsgd
How annoying.
Will I grow out of it?
I hope so.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.
That is all.
Goodnight.
xx