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i need a favor from the peanut gallery...ATTENTION, ATTENTION, ALL LIVEJOURNAL GOERS...PLEASE SOMEONE PLEASE, KILL ME!!! END MY PAIN, AND TORMENT, PLUS U GET TO KILL SOMEONE, WOOHOO!!! really though someone shoot me cuz i am so fucking sick of everything, i'm finally doing my job right though, i'm the fourth out of the five best chashiers of this month, i kick ass at cashiering, like i said, i'm the super cashier...anyways back to the stupidness, i really hate my life (outside of wal-mart of course), it's nothing but bullshit, piled on top of guilt, with a lil dash of hope, which is smothered by more bullshit.....my life is a bullshit cake, hahaha yeah sorry, feeling silly but i'm really upset, i don't know if this is the beginning of insanity or just how i really am...maybe it's both, i don't know, anyways i want to go somewhere other than here, but i don't know if i'm going to be able to go on my trip now cuz i don't have the money to buy the plane ticket cuz all my money went towards my bills, this sucks cuz i already have the time off, i mean i'd be able to buy the tickets with my next paycheck but i get it the day i'm supposed to leave and i won't be able to get last minute tickets, i wish i could find someone to lend me the money until the day i leave when i could pay them back cuz i really need to get the ticket now to go, damn, everything is so complicated right now, and i'm fucking loosing my mind............i want a banana!.....well goodnight people i'm tired and i'm going to bed, to all who know me now, peace, to all who now know me, byums, laterz