for what it's worth..i'll never stop
after i kicked everyone out henry called me back up and was like i'm comin over with matt and elaina. 5 minutes lateerr tommy karla timmy krista jj vinnymac paul marco and some other people came by and we just all chilled..me and jj got this huge crab and put it in my pool, haha jj was swimmmin with it. after everyone decided it was defintely time to go to sleep, matt and jj stayed. than like an hour later markus and timmy came back over. i passed the fxxk out early cause i was sooo trashedd. i don't even know what time they ended up leaving but it was funny as hell. it was a pretty good night last night except for one thing...you. I am sorry, I can't loose you now even if I never had you to begin with.
darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling
conversations mean much more to me than
anything it comes down to me and you and
whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them..all the
possibility and promise just weighs on me so
heavily...a look, a laugh, a smile...a second
passes by and i regret it..words just aren't right...
sometimes i just can't explain all the ways
you devastate me...always on my mind.
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