kings with no names.
first things first: I want everyone who reads this to leave a comment saying what you would like to do with me someday. Go ahead and be completely honest; x-rated comments are encouraged.
Then I want you to copy and paste this in your own journal, allowing your friends (including myself) to return the favor.
and now everything else. i had a very nice talk with the huggins in fourth. my yearbook instructor was being a ragin' bitch as usual, so i decided to walk next door. i think its those private talks with her that give me my sense of respect for her. i lost a lot of respect for her for being so slack with all of us. i think she let her hair down too much, and its been extremely unprofessional. granted, its the class i most enjoy, but there are times when i look at her with complete disdain. we are very rude to one another and make no attempt to apologize for it. in fact, we talked about that when i walked in and said my other teacher was being a bitch. she said "im a bitch to you, too." "yes," i said, "but normally thats only if ive been being a bitch to you first." but other than that, there are just things that she does sometimes, and her inconsistancies, that have caused me to lose a lot of respect for her. but our little tete-a-tete today restored a lot of that for me, and im glad. it allows me to look at her in a different light, now. instead of an equal, someone who, like most people, i dont mind getting in their face when they piss me off, i see her as someone i can back away from a little and give her what it seems she deserves. its not entirely restored, mind you. ive not forgotten the things that disenchanted me with her originally. it was a nice talk, though. i need to write her a letter, i suppose, before the end of the year. she & mr. davis (who is just fucking awesome in general and he taught me how to develop my own pictures, which i now love to do) & possibly mrs. burgess, though mrs. burgess, with her redundant speeches about abandoning our animosity is causing me to develop quite a lot of it towards her where i had none at all before. mrs. reaves is having a baby shower tomorrow, for which i was invited. i need to give her a little, as well. shes going to make an excellent mother. i think that may the job for which she is most suited, in fact. her child will have an outstanding home. it makes me happy for her that shes going to have a baby. and im happy that a baby will have a mother as good as she will be. ((smiles)) and her husband is very nice as well. all-american family. ;)
i was the "closing supervisor" at work tonight. it was either my second or third time, cant remember. i was nervous at first, just because i always feel pressured. but everything went really well, and had i not had some issues with getting one of the registers to let me log off the cashier, i wouldve been out by 9:05 (we close at 9). i left at 9:20, though, and i am completely confident that everything is in good shape and i got everything done, so thats great. maybe theyll actually make me a supervisor soon. i do think i was right about them giving me keys to the store just to shut me up, but apparently brad has still be fighting for me. and chris, who has only been back a week, talked to our owner after his first or second day back and said i needed to be promoted. apparently, according to drew (another manager), chris thought i was going to be lazy. he described me as "quiet" (thats a first!), and apparently that made him think id be lazy...? but after his first night working with me, he was blown away. hehehe... i had to pick up his slack ;) quiet. hmph. im not quiet... im shy. hes cute and quite possibly perfect. what do you say to someone like that? once i know him better, ill talk more. i talk to brad all the time. and im rarely, if ever, characterized as a quiet person. i guess ill have to show him otherwise. =D i cant help it though... he is the nicest guy in the entire world, and whenever hes around, i somehow feel compelled to be extremely lady-like and passive. lol. i can honestly say hes the only person whos ever had that effect on me.
...oh! i almost forgot! i served my detention today. jesus christ, it was actually fun. lol. i went in and started adding my own graffiti to the cubicle i was in, and the next thing i know there are like thirteen people in the room and were all there for tardies. lol. well i was just about to start writing over the entire desk when the assistant principal came in and decided some of us needed to move down to the individual rooms. i wanted to stay where i was and finish my graffiti, for which id come up with a nifty idea. but she called me name! so i looked at her for a minute and said "umm, if im claustrophobic... can i just stay in here?" she just looked at me and said no and theyd (which is funny cus she was the only one there) find somewhere else to put me. so they split everyone up... and then... they put me in the teachers lounge! lol!! so i spent 45 minutes in a cushioned, reclining, rolling chair in a room by myself with my cell phone out, rolling around the room to get service and writing text messages. and the book i was reading was fucking hilarious. not to mention mr. davis coming by and talking to me and laughing with me about the logic of 45 minutes worth of detention for 30 seconds worth of tardies. i told him id considered working out the math during my stay. ;D woot for detention! woot for claustrophobia! i only wish that if i had to have detention, i could have had it for something based on principles, not tardies. maybe next time. ;)
practicing my song for sunday. and our concert is tuesday... we arent ready. =\ goodness. i hope this turns out ok. grad. is soon and i still havent sent out invitations. i suck! lol. i was hoping nathan would be able to come... but he cant. =(( oh well............. woot! i wanna make-out. =D
Then I want you to copy and paste this in your own journal, allowing your friends (including myself) to return the favor.
and now everything else. i had a very nice talk with the huggins in fourth. my yearbook instructor was being a ragin' bitch as usual, so i decided to walk next door. i think its those private talks with her that give me my sense of respect for her. i lost a lot of respect for her for being so slack with all of us. i think she let her hair down too much, and its been extremely unprofessional. granted, its the class i most enjoy, but there are times when i look at her with complete disdain. we are very rude to one another and make no attempt to apologize for it. in fact, we talked about that when i walked in and said my other teacher was being a bitch. she said "im a bitch to you, too." "yes," i said, "but normally thats only if ive been being a bitch to you first." but other than that, there are just things that she does sometimes, and her inconsistancies, that have caused me to lose a lot of respect for her. but our little tete-a-tete today restored a lot of that for me, and im glad. it allows me to look at her in a different light, now. instead of an equal, someone who, like most people, i dont mind getting in their face when they piss me off, i see her as someone i can back away from a little and give her what it seems she deserves. its not entirely restored, mind you. ive not forgotten the things that disenchanted me with her originally. it was a nice talk, though. i need to write her a letter, i suppose, before the end of the year. she & mr. davis (who is just fucking awesome in general and he taught me how to develop my own pictures, which i now love to do) & possibly mrs. burgess, though mrs. burgess, with her redundant speeches about abandoning our animosity is causing me to develop quite a lot of it towards her where i had none at all before. mrs. reaves is having a baby shower tomorrow, for which i was invited. i need to give her a little, as well. shes going to make an excellent mother. i think that may the job for which she is most suited, in fact. her child will have an outstanding home. it makes me happy for her that shes going to have a baby. and im happy that a baby will have a mother as good as she will be. ((smiles)) and her husband is very nice as well. all-american family. ;)
i was the "closing supervisor" at work tonight. it was either my second or third time, cant remember. i was nervous at first, just because i always feel pressured. but everything went really well, and had i not had some issues with getting one of the registers to let me log off the cashier, i wouldve been out by 9:05 (we close at 9). i left at 9:20, though, and i am completely confident that everything is in good shape and i got everything done, so thats great. maybe theyll actually make me a supervisor soon. i do think i was right about them giving me keys to the store just to shut me up, but apparently brad has still be fighting for me. and chris, who has only been back a week, talked to our owner after his first or second day back and said i needed to be promoted. apparently, according to drew (another manager), chris thought i was going to be lazy. he described me as "quiet" (thats a first!), and apparently that made him think id be lazy...? but after his first night working with me, he was blown away. hehehe... i had to pick up his slack ;) quiet. hmph. im not quiet... im shy. hes cute and quite possibly perfect. what do you say to someone like that? once i know him better, ill talk more. i talk to brad all the time. and im rarely, if ever, characterized as a quiet person. i guess ill have to show him otherwise. =D i cant help it though... he is the nicest guy in the entire world, and whenever hes around, i somehow feel compelled to be extremely lady-like and passive. lol. i can honestly say hes the only person whos ever had that effect on me.
...oh! i almost forgot! i served my detention today. jesus christ, it was actually fun. lol. i went in and started adding my own graffiti to the cubicle i was in, and the next thing i know there are like thirteen people in the room and were all there for tardies. lol. well i was just about to start writing over the entire desk when the assistant principal came in and decided some of us needed to move down to the individual rooms. i wanted to stay where i was and finish my graffiti, for which id come up with a nifty idea. but she called me name! so i looked at her for a minute and said "umm, if im claustrophobic... can i just stay in here?" she just looked at me and said no and theyd (which is funny cus she was the only one there) find somewhere else to put me. so they split everyone up... and then... they put me in the teachers lounge! lol!! so i spent 45 minutes in a cushioned, reclining, rolling chair in a room by myself with my cell phone out, rolling around the room to get service and writing text messages. and the book i was reading was fucking hilarious. not to mention mr. davis coming by and talking to me and laughing with me about the logic of 45 minutes worth of detention for 30 seconds worth of tardies. i told him id considered working out the math during my stay. ;D woot for detention! woot for claustrophobia! i only wish that if i had to have detention, i could have had it for something based on principles, not tardies. maybe next time. ;)
practicing my song for sunday. and our concert is tuesday... we arent ready. =\ goodness. i hope this turns out ok. grad. is soon and i still havent sent out invitations. i suck! lol. i was hoping nathan would be able to come... but he cant. =(( oh well............. woot! i wanna make-out. =D