A StraNger.

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'Cast the calming apple.
Up and over satellites.
To draw out the timid wild one.
To convince you it's alright.
And I listen for the whisper.
Of your sweet insanity.
while I formulate.
Denials of your affect on me.
You're a stranger.
So what do I care.
You vanish today.
Not the first time I hear.
All the lies.
What am I to do with all this silence.
Shy away.
shy away phantom.
Run away.
terrified child.
Won't you move away.
you fucking tornado.
I'm better off without you.
Tearing my will down.'

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putting so much behind myself.
these circles upon circles keep moving.
all around. a memory. a day. a number.

recalling all thoughts of things.
i wish not to think.

only to move forward.

to exist seperate from this life.
this burden of interest.
so safe and ignorant.

running away from what i see.
from these words and shapes i know.
all too well.

so random and ironic.
finding myself upon new community.
it will not stop.
move. moving. moving. moving.
purchase. buying. buying.
drive. driving. driving. driving.

all in circles.
bring myself back to where we started.
so far off from our landing.

merry-go-round.
you left me for hours.
seemingly days and years.
spin. always spinning.

'What am i to do with all this silence...'