Apr 05, 2005 13:42
I'm in such a good mood and I have no idea why. Tonight I think I'm goin to the movies with Abby and maybe Taylor, you know the friends I have that I got ON MY OWN =)..Taylor is moving to Cali in a month and I'm gonna miss him lots. I've known him for so long and he's my buddy =( BUT he's gonna be about 15 minutes from Santa Barbara and I'm going there on vacation so now I'm gonna have a friend to hang out with since Steph can't come. Me Christina Marisa and Natasha were talking today about how we miss how things used to be with all of us and all the friends and good times we had. We decided to go to Taylor's leaving party together so it can be like how it used to be with us =D. Today is Steph and Aaron's one year haha they're cute. I love Steph. She is without a doubt the BEST friend I have and could ever ask for. I can count on her for anything and she's always there to talk when I need her the most and she sees things the way I do and I love her <33.
Some people just need to open their eyes and see why I really don't enjoy hanging out with them anymore. Maybe because they can be complete hypocrites sometimes or maybe because I feel like I'm talking to a wall when I call because I need to talk about things or maybe because they think I have to drop all plans I have to hang out with them. I mean GOD take take take never fucking give. Maybe switch it up a bit and you'll be good to go. All you care about is yourself and your significant other, you don't care about how me or any of your other "friends" feel you just have to have us there so YOU don't have to be bored and so WE can drive you around. And god people are gonna change throughout your whole life so you might as well start getting used to it..And I have plenty of friends that are MY friends that I didn't mean through you and you know what I like those friends a lot better..You aren't God and you aren't cupid so don't pretend to be.