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last night was really fun.
nathan is a home DDR player and he wanted to know if he could come over and play on a machine. i told him he should bring tom and/or clay, just because i don't know him that well and he doesn't know any of my friends, so it would be less weird for him. steve gave them tips on how to get better. clay, nathan, and i stayed up til 6 AM playing rock band, then i spent the ENTIRE day today sleeping. i got sort of sick last night before i went to bed, due to lots of smoking and drinking and little food or sleep. rock band is sort of the only thing to do at their house but it's fun and we all get into it, haha. :3
so as to not sit around all day and mope regarding the breakup, i've been trying to stay as busy as possible by working a LOT. 36 hours collectively between 2 jobs this week. trying to practice driving with my mom every opportunity i get. trying to hang out with new people and old friends as much as possible, mostly tom/ally/clay/nathan and team sunbury [edman, mystic, matt, and crew]. just doing my absolute best to stay out of the house and keep busy. right now, it seems like it's the best thing i can do.
on the flipside, i'd better be losing a little weight with how little i've been eating. i'm just not hungry and i stay so busy i don't think about it. i don't idly snack anymore. i've been smoking much, much more. i didn't realize it til clay called me out last night, but i smoked 3/4 of a pack in 24 hours. that's the most i've ever smoked. i just didn't notice. doesn't help that i smoke more when i drink and i've been drunk seemingly ever other night of the past week. although, i haven't gone overboard any of those nights so i've been handling it pretty well. last night i had 'the spins' for awhile but just drank a glass of water to help. haven't puked or gotten emo/cried hysterically or anything. just comfortably drunk. it's actually helped me a lot. i know that sounds bad/stupid, but it's been nice.
all of your assumptions about me and what's going on in my life right now are probably right.
i think i'm getting a second tattoo on thursday. we'll see. at the very least i could make an appointment to get one done. thinking about trying evolved, since fie and tess both got decent tattoos done there recently, but i'd really like to go to sovereign collective for this one. my audrey kawasaki arm thing.
people have been doing lots of nice things for me lately. thank you guys.
nathan is a home DDR player and he wanted to know if he could come over and play on a machine. i told him he should bring tom and/or clay, just because i don't know him that well and he doesn't know any of my friends, so it would be less weird for him. steve gave them tips on how to get better. clay, nathan, and i stayed up til 6 AM playing rock band, then i spent the ENTIRE day today sleeping. i got sort of sick last night before i went to bed, due to lots of smoking and drinking and little food or sleep. rock band is sort of the only thing to do at their house but it's fun and we all get into it, haha. :3
so as to not sit around all day and mope regarding the breakup, i've been trying to stay as busy as possible by working a LOT. 36 hours collectively between 2 jobs this week. trying to practice driving with my mom every opportunity i get. trying to hang out with new people and old friends as much as possible, mostly tom/ally/clay/nathan and team sunbury [edman, mystic, matt, and crew]. just doing my absolute best to stay out of the house and keep busy. right now, it seems like it's the best thing i can do.
on the flipside, i'd better be losing a little weight with how little i've been eating. i'm just not hungry and i stay so busy i don't think about it. i don't idly snack anymore. i've been smoking much, much more. i didn't realize it til clay called me out last night, but i smoked 3/4 of a pack in 24 hours. that's the most i've ever smoked. i just didn't notice. doesn't help that i smoke more when i drink and i've been drunk seemingly ever other night of the past week. although, i haven't gone overboard any of those nights so i've been handling it pretty well. last night i had 'the spins' for awhile but just drank a glass of water to help. haven't puked or gotten emo/cried hysterically or anything. just comfortably drunk. it's actually helped me a lot. i know that sounds bad/stupid, but it's been nice.
all of your assumptions about me and what's going on in my life right now are probably right.
i think i'm getting a second tattoo on thursday. we'll see. at the very least i could make an appointment to get one done. thinking about trying evolved, since fie and tess both got decent tattoos done there recently, but i'd really like to go to sovereign collective for this one. my audrey kawasaki arm thing.
people have been doing lots of nice things for me lately. thank you guys.