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i feel like a week has passed by without warning when its only been three days.
i talked to jeff and got thursday off, so at the end of my shift on wednesday, i came home, showered and began packing my things. then libby, we think, had a seizure so we had to rush her to the vet. i was hysterically crying and freaking out and it was bad. after about an hour, they gave her some meds and we took her home. adrienne and i headed out to orlando, but stopped at my bank first so i could find out that i had twenty five dollars in my account.
the drive up wasn't that bad considering it was the middle of the fucking night. we kinda got lost, but eventually go into town. we got to sean's, then went to pick up amanda and i think we just hung out at sean's for a bit. i really don't remember.
thursday morning, sean had to do some class stuff so adrie and i went to have lunch with keri and sean. we got back to sean's and hung out with him, andrew and amanda before heading to meet with his frat brothers for funeral plans and directions. we ended up hanging out in north lakes or whatever internet cafe till around 9. went back to sean's and i showered and chilled for a bit before heading over to an old friend's to chill for a bit.
so the wrong thing to do at the time, yet so fucking right. ugh, i just don't get it. i don't understand him or the way he works.
after that, i met up with adrie, sean, amanda, scott and uhh i dunno the other kids name at steven's dorm to help pack up all his stuff. heartbreaking, to say the least. and so dramatic. people were crying and tvs being moved and uh.
we ended up leaving there around 3:30am, came back to sean's and unloaded stuff. went to sleep around 4am. woke up at 7am, packed up stuff and left.
we stopped at mcdonalds, which took a very long time. but for a good reason. there was traffic, but for a good reason. adrienne missed the turn, but for a good reason.
sean, adrie and i went to the crash site. while there, a car pulls up. a woman steps out and introduces herself. then says she was there right after the crash. she told us alot of stuff we didn't know; she stayed with them until the ambulance came.
we all talked for a bit, then we headed out and got gas. we drove the whole way behind sean to make sure he was ok driving on such little sleep until west palm, when i had to pee REALLY bad. adrie and i missed the sawgrass exit but now im home and tired and physically and emotionally drained. my bed is gone. all my stuff is gone.
i need a nap.
i talked to jeff and got thursday off, so at the end of my shift on wednesday, i came home, showered and began packing my things. then libby, we think, had a seizure so we had to rush her to the vet. i was hysterically crying and freaking out and it was bad. after about an hour, they gave her some meds and we took her home. adrienne and i headed out to orlando, but stopped at my bank first so i could find out that i had twenty five dollars in my account.
the drive up wasn't that bad considering it was the middle of the fucking night. we kinda got lost, but eventually go into town. we got to sean's, then went to pick up amanda and i think we just hung out at sean's for a bit. i really don't remember.
thursday morning, sean had to do some class stuff so adrie and i went to have lunch with keri and sean. we got back to sean's and hung out with him, andrew and amanda before heading to meet with his frat brothers for funeral plans and directions. we ended up hanging out in north lakes or whatever internet cafe till around 9. went back to sean's and i showered and chilled for a bit before heading over to an old friend's to chill for a bit.
so the wrong thing to do at the time, yet so fucking right. ugh, i just don't get it. i don't understand him or the way he works.
after that, i met up with adrie, sean, amanda, scott and uhh i dunno the other kids name at steven's dorm to help pack up all his stuff. heartbreaking, to say the least. and so dramatic. people were crying and tvs being moved and uh.
we ended up leaving there around 3:30am, came back to sean's and unloaded stuff. went to sleep around 4am. woke up at 7am, packed up stuff and left.
we stopped at mcdonalds, which took a very long time. but for a good reason. there was traffic, but for a good reason. adrienne missed the turn, but for a good reason.
sean, adrie and i went to the crash site. while there, a car pulls up. a woman steps out and introduces herself. then says she was there right after the crash. she told us alot of stuff we didn't know; she stayed with them until the ambulance came.
we all talked for a bit, then we headed out and got gas. we drove the whole way behind sean to make sure he was ok driving on such little sleep until west palm, when i had to pee REALLY bad. adrie and i missed the sawgrass exit but now im home and tired and physically and emotionally drained. my bed is gone. all my stuff is gone.
i need a nap.