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well, school is okay.
overview of school stuff:
im trying, but i dont really have any clue what my grades are going to turn out as for first quarter. except, english [my favorite / usually best subject] im getting a d+ in, which absolutely SUCKS. =\ my mom'll be furious. but im really trying to raise my grade. and i only did badly on one assignment. which was worth 150 points. which fucked me over. but i have a feeling im doing relatively good in health & chem. dunno bout math. the tests are difficult, and im not really understanding this chapter. its like f(x) and g(x) and f(g(x)). idk. its crazy.. i dont really get it. spanish is okay, once again, the tests are the most difficult part for me. i love lifeguarding, its pretty easy, [majority of] the people are nice too // not idiots. only two are complete idiots.. haha. us history is okay, im kind of ehhh on our new teacher [old one left on a maternity leave -- she was so nice], new teacher is kind of bitchy, but shes nice too.. idk. whatev.
PLAN test:
easy. some of the math questions made me mad, because i couldnt remember how to do them, but i finished the sections. i got so annoyed in the science section, i was just skimming through the information and going to the problems. afterwards, went to chilis with kim kris dave diana and elisa, and beck met up with us there after cheerleading. afterwards, everyone went home and i stayed at kims, 'helped' her with her essay for us history, then we played lord of the rings.. haha. i love it. =) then i came home and got to sit on my ass. weeee. fun. but it was alright, i didnt really mind. the day was good.
im happy because my mom and i are on pretty good terms. we havent argued in a few days, which i guess is good, because we usually cant go a day without arguing. im just trying to do everything she asks, and im trying to be more responsible. im glad we're on good terms too, because i hate when we fight, my mom's the worst person to get in a fight with, she gets hostile. =\
well, ive been wondering if ill be doing any costume type deal for holloween. its either a pimp or [my mom and i thought of this] a power ranger. hahah itd be funny, but i dont think id do that. i like the whole pimp idea. =D but i would like to have some options. but i dunno if ill even do a costume. we'll see.
im changing things up. im trying to be healthier, which means i defenitly need to get on a regular sleep schedule, because i usually go to sleep anywhere from 1130-130. and i get up around 630/720. haha. i also need to eat healthier, especially since im not swimming every day. i really want to get my membership to the Y renewed, because i looooove the Y. i need to work out. i feel like im turning into a fat bowl. yum!
im also trying to meet new people / hang out with more people. i mean i love my friends, dont get me wrong, but i just like all of the people who im friends with in school, and i wanna hang out w/them outside of school too. hah like the people i sit with at lunch, we have like two separate halves to it, you can kind of see it, but everyone i know is nice. which reminds me, sarah comes back to DG innn.. 4 days! and i miss the people i used to hang out with. i.e. cauley, keri, allison. i dunno, allison's kinda random but i talk to her a lot in school, and shes so nice to me, and we used to be really close. and guywise, walthius, aaron, luke, elliot. i guess thats how i am with all of them. we were all pretty close, but just not seeing them in school/over the summer stopped me from talking to them. i feel bad in a way, because we had good friendships and theyve just.. diminished. i know i know.."thats what happens in highschool", but i had great friendships, and i think thats dumb to lose them just because i dont really get to hang out with them at all/as much. that or we might talk, but we just dont hang out. i dont know. >:O
i get to see my sister on saturday! =) im going down to see her swim meet, and then we're going out to dinner. which means ill be home at like 11 or 12. but thats okay. itll be fun.
i made the mistake once of fearing an end
is this life that we live just the world's accident?
not a chance- so i move on with a smile
are you surprised where you are?
so breathe breathe deep for me james
dont you feel that youre free now from pain?
ive heard about heaven for years
cant be sure where you are- wander on blessed james
im fine with you here
i grew up slow on the heels of the rest
left my heart back at home- carried you in my chest
and i dont feel like crying today
overview of school stuff:
im trying, but i dont really have any clue what my grades are going to turn out as for first quarter. except, english [my favorite / usually best subject] im getting a d+ in, which absolutely SUCKS. =\ my mom'll be furious. but im really trying to raise my grade. and i only did badly on one assignment. which was worth 150 points. which fucked me over. but i have a feeling im doing relatively good in health & chem. dunno bout math. the tests are difficult, and im not really understanding this chapter. its like f(x) and g(x) and f(g(x)). idk. its crazy.. i dont really get it. spanish is okay, once again, the tests are the most difficult part for me. i love lifeguarding, its pretty easy, [majority of] the people are nice too // not idiots. only two are complete idiots.. haha. us history is okay, im kind of ehhh on our new teacher [old one left on a maternity leave -- she was so nice], new teacher is kind of bitchy, but shes nice too.. idk. whatev.
PLAN test:
easy. some of the math questions made me mad, because i couldnt remember how to do them, but i finished the sections. i got so annoyed in the science section, i was just skimming through the information and going to the problems. afterwards, went to chilis with kim kris dave diana and elisa, and beck met up with us there after cheerleading. afterwards, everyone went home and i stayed at kims, 'helped' her with her essay for us history, then we played lord of the rings.. haha. i love it. =) then i came home and got to sit on my ass. weeee. fun. but it was alright, i didnt really mind. the day was good.
im happy because my mom and i are on pretty good terms. we havent argued in a few days, which i guess is good, because we usually cant go a day without arguing. im just trying to do everything she asks, and im trying to be more responsible. im glad we're on good terms too, because i hate when we fight, my mom's the worst person to get in a fight with, she gets hostile. =\
well, ive been wondering if ill be doing any costume type deal for holloween. its either a pimp or [my mom and i thought of this] a power ranger. hahah itd be funny, but i dont think id do that. i like the whole pimp idea. =D but i would like to have some options. but i dunno if ill even do a costume. we'll see.
im changing things up. im trying to be healthier, which means i defenitly need to get on a regular sleep schedule, because i usually go to sleep anywhere from 1130-130. and i get up around 630/720. haha. i also need to eat healthier, especially since im not swimming every day. i really want to get my membership to the Y renewed, because i looooove the Y. i need to work out. i feel like im turning into a fat bowl. yum!
im also trying to meet new people / hang out with more people. i mean i love my friends, dont get me wrong, but i just like all of the people who im friends with in school, and i wanna hang out w/them outside of school too. hah like the people i sit with at lunch, we have like two separate halves to it, you can kind of see it, but everyone i know is nice. which reminds me, sarah comes back to DG innn.. 4 days! and i miss the people i used to hang out with. i.e. cauley, keri, allison. i dunno, allison's kinda random but i talk to her a lot in school, and shes so nice to me, and we used to be really close. and guywise, walthius, aaron, luke, elliot. i guess thats how i am with all of them. we were all pretty close, but just not seeing them in school/over the summer stopped me from talking to them. i feel bad in a way, because we had good friendships and theyve just.. diminished. i know i know.."thats what happens in highschool", but i had great friendships, and i think thats dumb to lose them just because i dont really get to hang out with them at all/as much. that or we might talk, but we just dont hang out. i dont know. >:O
i get to see my sister on saturday! =) im going down to see her swim meet, and then we're going out to dinner. which means ill be home at like 11 or 12. but thats okay. itll be fun.
i made the mistake once of fearing an end
is this life that we live just the world's accident?
not a chance- so i move on with a smile
are you surprised where you are?
so breathe breathe deep for me james
dont you feel that youre free now from pain?
ive heard about heaven for years
cant be sure where you are- wander on blessed james
im fine with you here
i grew up slow on the heels of the rest
left my heart back at home- carried you in my chest
and i dont feel like crying today