i just wish everything would go back to normal between us. i realize that you're busy & you have zach and everything, but what about me, what about our friendship? we used to spend literally every waking hour together, now you don't even call me. you haven't been over my house or vice versa, in who knows how long.. a month? 2? i don't know, i just hate how everything is a higher priority than me. i try alyse, i really do.. i call you, i make plans with you and somehow you always find a way to not call me back or fuck me over & ditch me, always. i love you more than anythin but i hate what you/we've become & i wish you would put some effort into our friendship also because just me trying to make things work out isn't gonna work, i've tried.
i'm not trying to be rude, or start a fight or anything but i'm just kinda sick of this & i hate that zach's more important to you than me when i've done a buttload of shit more for you than he ever will in his entire life, and when you guys are done, i'd still be here for you but what if i wasn't.. than what would you do? i don't know. i just wanted to let you know how im feeling, call me if you wanna talk sometime
i realize that you're busy & you have zach and everything,
but what about me, what about our friendship?
we used to spend literally every waking hour together,
now you don't even call me. you haven't been over my house
or vice versa, in who knows how long.. a month? 2?
i don't know, i just hate how everything is a higher priority than me.
i try alyse, i really do.. i call you, i make plans with you
and somehow you always find a way to not call me back
or fuck me over & ditch me, always.
i love you more than anythin but i hate what you/we've become &
i wish you would put some effort into our friendship also because
just me trying to make things work out isn't gonna work, i've tried.
i'm not trying to be rude, or start a fight or anything but i'm just kinda sick of this & i hate that zach's more important to you than me when i've done a buttload of shit more for you than he ever will in his entire life, and when you guys are done, i'd still be here for you but what if i wasn't.. than what would you do? i don't know. i just wanted to let you know how im feeling, call me if you wanna talk sometime
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christina
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