I'll say this plain and straight. I know I've made mistakes...And I'm still very scared.
I think last night was my epiphany of life. I had a conversation with my brother about Robert..he made me realize a lot.
There are gonna be a lot of changes for me. Big ones. I'm really scared about life rite now. Especially at this point in time.
I need my music to drown me out of time.
I'm gonna give myself a tattoo tonite. I've got it carved in left hand already..all I gotta do is put the ink in it. I gotta make a few adjustments on the carving, but it will rock!
My sister is a fruitcake. Hahaha.
I'm gonna work out tonite, Hardcore.
Larry's gotta take my Ipod into BestBuy...it's broken. =( I miss that thinnggggg. I need ittttt.
I chatted with a girl from xanga that cuts herself like me. =)
Created a new screenname for AIM>>>> xT3aRsAnDNoLov3x
I'm outta here.
Later Alligators.
<3
"I'm not afraid to stand up and say: What you see is what you get. And that's how it will stay."