A girl just wants someone who wants her back...
Alrite..soo...ummm...
Today:
- Slept really really late. Randy woke me up, and we had a decent conversation for once.
- Finished doing my overnite laundry.
- Watched episodes of One Tree Hill from my Season One Collection. (your jealous I know)
- Painted my fingernails and toenails hot pink...it looks pretty sexyy.
- Snuck downstairs to the wet bar and stole about 4 bottles of assorted liquors for tomorrow nite. Naughty naughttty.... ;)
- Bitched at my brother for not letting me on the computer after his ass was sitting on it for umm jus about 6 hours.
- Watched the Godfather...and feel asleep for an hour.
- Dad came and picked me and my sister up, went to eat subway...yummm...then took us to my Mom's for a bit. I missed my kittyy. =)
- Baked my Dad his late Father's Day cake.
- Called Katie and told her to be ready at 2 tomorrow for shopping...and that I got the liquor for tomorrow nite. She said she mite have some to bring too. Fuckin sweettt. (I think I'll call a few more people over..maybe sneak out again)
- Dad picked me and sister up...back here now.
- Shower..Excercise..Sleep.
I get angry now everytime I remember something that happened between me and him. It hurts..I can feel my heart stop beating when I picture his face...How sad rite? That's the story of my life.
I just keep asking myself..is he worth waiting for? I just don't know anymore.
Ughh..I'm done. I can't do it anymore...I'm so fuckin frustrated with his ass.
You either want me or you don't.
And if I'm not yours..I can't come crawling back to you.
No, I said. I won't.
"A Girl jus wants someone that wants her back."
Now tell me...is that too much to ask for? Apparently so.
I'm so scared to say his name...and I don't know why. Las nites entry was something different..I don't know what came over me..but I wasn't scared to put his name in there. Today I'am
I'm outta here. Later Alligators.
<3 -Dre