May 30, 2005 13:38
Ok so I jus made this thing.
Heath got me all started on it. I have a xanga still, but I'm still debating whether or not to keep this one.
I got drunk as hell las nite. I've spent the weekend here at my Mom's boifriend's house we've been bbqing all weekend. I had mai tais, screwdrivers and strawberry daquaris or however you spell them. I had like 7 of each..haha. Danced around the bonfire we made, toasted some marshmellows, and lit some sparklers. It was pretty fun, and I've got lots of pictures.
After that I sat outside by myself, and stargazed--thought about someone while doin that. He called me around 11:30 and made me cry my eyes for the way he sounded on the phone to me. I guess I'm jus stupid. Actually I know I'm stupid. Look at me. Chasing his ass for a year, and he still doesn't want me. I guess I should jus face it and tell myself that I'll never be good enough. Whatever.
I wanna go outside, it's beautiful. I think we should go to the zoo. Haha.
My Mom bought season passes for Great America....Fuckin sweetness, I'm goin all the fuckin time!!!! Heath your comin with me. Alrite I think I wrote enough for my first entry..I'm gonna see how I like this thingie. Later Gator.
<3 <3 -Dre